i feel so dumb |Wednesday, January 13, 2010
sometimes i feel i am really dumb and stupid ... i do things when i know that i will never get the same in return ... but i just keep trying ... dunno y ....
guess i really wan to have ppl do the same ... but it will never happen .........
come back soon.
10:50 PM
unwillingness for work |Tuesday, January 05, 2010
started my army job as a clerk at tengah airbase ... ppl there are ok accept my upper study ... he is a shitty person ....
had mc for the pass 2 days due to fever ... got to go back tml but due to that shitty upper study i dont look forward to go back at all ... first time feeling so unwilling to go work ...
lucky he going ORD next tuesday ...
he is dam irritating ... told him that i am on mc he just keep asking when i go back he have alot of things to handover to me ... he was the one who took 2 days of mc last week and let me there learning nth ... he is entited to his leave and i am also entited to my MC ... does it seem fair to me ????? he took leave to go enjoy and relax ... i took MC cause i have a fever and need to rest ... really an ass ....
he keep wanting to pass everything which he accumulate over 2 years to me in a week ... is this fair to me again ???
come back soon.
10:36 PM
