i cannot express my feelings now ... i just cannot find the word ... maybe i am moodless thats y i cannot discribe it ....

having geog ca4 tml .... trying to get the facts into my brain ... it seems like always when that is the test or exam period when i always have this problem ... this thing will be _ _ _ _ ... i really dont understand y always exam period ... there are lots of things that i dont understand ... i guess i should be happy ba ... since love is about how much u give ans not how much u get in return ....

i cannot understand y is there such a unforgiving person ... it was like so long ago and that person is still against me ... it may not be obvious but i can feel it ... i wan to thing that it was only me beeing too sensitive so i asked others and the answer i got fits perfectly with mine ... doing all this things will only make u look more childish ... thats all i can say ...

DnT ... also known as Death and Tears is giving us a hard time ... really ... haiz ...

guess i will end here ... hope that the next time i blog will be with a much more happy mood ...
:)

happening again |Friday, July 22, 2005

so long no blog again ... i have to do dnt and losts of things ... i suddenly feel that there is a very big difference for this year and last year ... the work load increased by a lot ... i with i can put everything down and take a break ...

many things came to my mind ... school work and life ... things happening like before ... hiaz ... i really with to do well in my studies .. i am sick of getting grates like these ... i want to have A1s .... not all these rubbish .... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i know things cannot happen the way i wan but i really hope it can ....................

come back soon.
2:01 PM

long time no blog |Thursday, July 14, 2005

ahhhhhh ... so long no touch my keyboard ... tml will be a full one week if i have not use it today ... did so many things but no time to blog ... i gave most of my time to school and homework le ...

only sat went santosa with nesa wei wei and weijie ... then that say was not a good day ... nesa lost her ball and wallet ... haiz ... we went back to find but it was no where to be found ... haiz ... a happy but at the same time a sad day as well ...

dnt dnt dnt dnt dnt .... haiz ... dunno when can i finish it ... so many homework this few days ... dont even have time to blog ... i think i missed a lot of things never write .. haiz ...

haiz ... things are happening again ... the same thing ... haiz ... sometimes i cannot help thinking why izzit always me ... i really dunno ... haiz ...

come back soon.
2:26 PM

jogging |Sunday, July 03, 2005

went tuition today then as usual sit at mac with them chat ... then come home play play ... no do homework leh ... watch tv then wanted to go bath le then my sis ask me go jogging ... it was nearly 12 mn le ... nvm lor go lor then my mum not happy but both me and my sis also no care just wear shoes le then go out ...

then hor my sis dunno how many years no no run le run from my house to jurong west pri then tired liao leh ... haiz ... but we still jog till boon lay sec ... then we jog home ... it was nothing to me but to my sis ... her face was red le ... haiz ... then until now then blog ...

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4:25 PM

tired |Friday, July 01, 2005

today so tired ... normal school then got remedial ... chem and phy ... then so tired cannot concentrate ... good thing that mr yip understands that we are all tired ... not like that tbh ... scold scold ... fever so what ... big ar ... go home lar ... we know he tired then he dunno we tired difficult to concentrate still scold ...

then go home i was rushing but I MISS ThE BUS ... so i walk home as fast as i can ... then wa so sway leh ... walk half way my bag the zip suddenly spoil ... then cannot carry on my back have to use hand ... haiz ... but i still manage to reach home faster then the next bus hehe ... reach home le hand so tired couse my bag very heavy ...

i have been thinking of something this pass few weeks ... still dunno the answer ... haiz

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3:42 PM