o lvls chinese finish !!! |Tuesday, May 31, 2005


o lvls chinese is today and its over ... very glad ... the exam was ok lar but i think i can forget about A s as i am not really good in chinese ... what i really really hope is to at least get a B4 ... i think thats the best i can do ...

so nothng to write ... haiz ...



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my com lcd spoil |Saturday, May 28, 2005


pti today was how shoud i put it ... looking at everyone seems to be more sadness than happyness ... i am one of the sad ones ... my L1R4 was 30 ... where can i go ... go home sleep i thing ... haiz ... result so poor sian leh ...

then my com still let me down somemore ... lcd spoil then cannot use ... shit !! ... now using my sis com ... long long no format then now so slow .. i wan to use then she say wan sak her friend format ... sian ... cannot write long le ... what a sian day ... poor result + no come = to sian till die
haiz ...

i will wrok hard ...



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stress ar |Friday, May 27, 2005


now in school everyone including all the teachers are talking about the up coming o lvls ... some teachers even sacrifice theis lesson for us to revieves out o lvls ... i cannot talk these stress ... chinese homework everyday ... i cant seems to finish them ...

only 4 days more to o lvls chinese ... haiz ... I DONT WAN TO RETAKE !!!!!!

head so pain ... like wan to crack and burst like that ... haiz ...

XUI XUI XUI
shei shi san Shi wu du , wo bu zai hui gu
xiang ni zai ta de huI li ying gai xing fu
wo gai zu fu ran er wo xiang qu , bu neng qu
sha dai she meh cheng du , wo xing Li you shu
zui hou yi kou pi jiu sho weI suan huo ku
neng xiao zhe song ni zou jiu maN zu, hen man zu

kan zhe tian konG wu yun man man pai shan dai hai
zhi xia qi di yi chang yu ying mian er lai
kan jie ju bu neng gai wi you ke bi duo kai
mei shei meh zhi de da jing xiao guai jiu ling geng tong quai

ting feng xui xui xui cau xiau wo de ai
jiu xiang guan qing de pai tao
zhi zai piang bian he cai
ni bie wen why why why wo yi zhi dou zai
ni you geng hao de wei lai zai tong wo ye shuo all right

diang feng xui xui xui song zou wo de ai
jie bian le deng yi zheng pai di zhe tou wei shei muo ai
shi tian zai cry cry cry wo de xiao hai zai
you tian ta bu neng yi lai, ni hui nian wo wai tao kou dai
gao shu wo, wo sui shi stand by ..........................



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chinese and more chinese |Thursday, May 26, 2005


chinese again lor haiz ... but i think this idea do have some help for me ... i wan to got a B3 so that i will not have to take it again during november ...

i cant get u out of my mind ... i know that i need to study but i cannot forget you ... i know i dont have to quality but haiz ... as long as i can see you are happy, i will be happy too ... hope fairytales really can come true ...



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failer |Wednesday, May 25, 2005


school was not really that bad as i expected as we got intense chinese couse O LVLS IS COMING !!!! i must work hard i can do it ...

during the chinese period i so call quarrel with terrence ... i kind of started it but not really as well ... "luo pao" (running naked) was said buy him long ago ... i will not have use that word if he had not use it before ... and we started the quarrel becouse of this word ... he got more and more rude when we go on ... he scolded my family and said a name that he knows that i will not like to hear ... this makes me very mad ... i dont like people to scold my family or even my friends becouse of me so i dont do that to others .... this is what i told him ... and its all true ... i did not scold his family ar any people close to him ...

i am stating to feel that i am a failer in everything i do ... i cant do them well ... studies , friendships and others ... i am really really stressed by the work in school as o lvls are coming and i dont even wan to do my own revision ...

i guess that its true that i will never be happy ... at lest before o lvls ... haiz ...



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HOUSE OF WAX !!! |Tuesday, May 24, 2005


haiz ... chinese o lvls coming still go watch movie ... but they ask me go then i got though of going then go lor ... i know that i will also not study much staying at home ... i am like that de :( ... went with rayner leewee and shiyan ...

we went to west mall for our movie ... house of wax ... it wan disgusting ... for some of the parts ... for example went the guy was frushly covered with wax ... the other guy can and try to peal the wax away but end up pealing the skin away as well and u can see all the flesh ... and have i ever though of using super gule to keep someone quite ??? the scrip writer of the movie did ... cant imagine it ...

then came home for dinner then her i am ... in front of Mr computer again ... with only 7 days more to my chinese o lvls ... haiz ... later sure kena scolding one ... i can see it ... "why are u not studying ... always play and play that computer .... o lvls coming liao still like that"



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forget the pass |Sunday, May 22, 2005


got a new blog ... let the pass be pas and forget the old blog ...

stayed at home today ... watch naruto then study little bit only ... haiz ... mt o lvls only 9 days away !!!!! sian exam again ... sad sad ...

i am still trying hard to understand u ...

true or not i will see ... i always write so little only ... but really nothing to write ma ...
i will write more if i have



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