second day |Wednesday, June 29, 2005
second day of school reopen ... i have more or less finish the homework so today more relex ... so glad .. only have D&T ... wanted to draw the parts drawing but i forgot the dimention... haiz ...
the history remidial today was not really good ... i was too tired to concentrate ... i think i only absorbed 20% or even less of what was though ... haiz ...
o lvl live is so difficult to cope with ... i will not wan to take it again ... once is enough ... thats y i must work hard ... jia you to me and everyone taking o lvl ... jia you jia you jia you !!!!!!!! :D
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2:29 PM
i am going crazy |Tuesday, June 28, 2005
start of school ... school was not bad but is also cames with all the homeworks which i have not done ... i wan to die le ... i admit that i am lazy ... so i can blame on one ... i just wan to have a more relex time but i alos know that it is not going to happen this year ... haiz haiz ...
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2:02 PM
perform |Sunday, June 26, 2005
ok lets talk about my dream last nite first ... i is strange ... i dream about having to go back to school for remedial but i wear home clothes ... then i took bus 179 instead of the usual 243G ... then i meet vanessa, karwen and weiwei on the bus ... on their way to the station and meet tiansheng ... they are going for chalet ... then i alight at the station ... i was planing to go to school but i suddenly feel like not going as i was wearing home clothes ... then wake up le ... where got like that de ... go school then wear home clothes ...
then next is today ... went west mall for a gen3 roadshow ... i was performing ... it is a activity to build up family bounds as all the groups have to have 3 generation in them ... then have to go there at 3 then end at 7 ... so long ... then i nv get lar but the other group from my family got 2nd prize ...
still have lots of things not done ... school opening in 2 days time ... haiz ...
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2:53 PM
what is happening |Saturday, June 25, 2005
feeling rather .... dunno how to discrib ... mood not very good thats all i can say ... mood swing i guess ... so many things to think about ... D&T , and many more ... haiz ... feeling really stressed up ... i cannot think properly ... cant do things right ... haiz ...
i dunno what to do ... haiz ... i really dunno ... manybe this is depression ...
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1:13 PM
another day pass |Friday, June 24, 2005
went to je libaray with seng kok and wei jie today ... do phy ... but very soon we lost concentration and went to the arcade but only for half an hour ... then we went home ... this means phy still not done ... haiz
but there is something more worst ... the u know what (by vanessa)... its making out class go nuts ... haiz ... dunno what to do ... got no choice lar ... this is what i chose ... haiz ... tml chem ... see tbh again ... haiz ... also dunno what he going to do ... 2 whole hours with him ... haiz ...
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2:10 PM
D&T |Thursday, June 23, 2005
OMG ... D&T is killing me ... shit man ... do till like siao le still not happy with my plan ... haiz ... dunno what to do ... head bursting ... blood boiling ... blood vessels bursting ... haiz ... dunno what to do ar ...
this is all i can do ... complaining here and there is nothing i can do ... haiz ...
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2:12 PM
sian leh |Sunday, June 19, 2005
went to aunt house today ... not very good like always ...
haven do D&T then so fast going to monday le ... haiz ...
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2:34 PM
play play play |Thursday, June 16, 2005
haven been blogging this few days ... geting more lazy ... training on monday was omg ... Mr Tan showed no mercy ... run till here pain there pain so no go yesterday lor ...
went phy ... went jp eat le then went home ...
yesterday did not go for training then rain so sleep till very late ... stay at home liao shang ... to day went arcade with lee wee and rayner ... then seng kok came and wanted to suprise me but lee wee told me le ... so no suprise lor ... then 8+ go play basketball .... now got blister then tomorrow cannot go training again ... dunno is good or bad ... now so pain ... walk also pain ... haiz ...
the world is unfair ... things dont always go the way u wan ... haiz ..
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3:34 PM
y |Sunday, June 12, 2005
went play with sengkok ans huixian today ... i play ddr alot of time and its the first time i tried para para ... ok lar no fail :D ...
why my mum is like that de ... i know that she is a good mum ... take care of me well did all the things that she have to do to take good care of me but i am not a small little boy in her arms every day any more ... i know what am i doing ... so you can put a 100 hearts ... i kow it is difficult for u to trust couse sis is like that but i can tell u now that i will not be like that ... trust me ... plz ... i have done lots of things to try and gain ur trust ... seems like i failed ... a little disapointed as my mum who knows me the best not trusting me after 16 years of living together ... what if one day i cannot take it any more ... i defiant you like i never did before ... i dont wan that to happen !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sry xiaolingzi ... i was being childish ... really sry ...
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1:40 PM
dumpling |Saturday, June 11, 2005
went wao po house eary in the morning go make dumpling but i lazy lar no make and ... lazy to learn ... say wan to learn very easy lar but go there le also dont feel like learning le ...
then stay there a little bit sian lar ... like not much things to do lar ... sian ...
still thinking of the incident yesterday ... haiz ... trying very hard to find the answer ... :(
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2:35 PM
finally k box |Friday, June 10, 2005
finally got to go k box after a week if only thinking ... wanted to go with siling and terrence yesterday but that terrence wan go other place then today then he got problem again ... haiz... his mum say she everyday go out then today dont let him go ... sian ... i tot cannot go again le but siling and shihan still went with me ... we saw karming on the mrt and we asked him to go ... so he went ofter doing what he need to do ...
we sing from 2+ to 8+ so suang ... but very cold ...
y not with me ... i know i can do it better than him ... Y ... :'( ...
so many question but no answers ... :'(
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2:32 PM
home |Wednesday, June 08, 2005
haiz ... stay at home 2 days liao ... sian leh ... i dont like staying at home ... weather so hot makes me wan to go out more ... haiz ...
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sunday |Monday, June 06, 2005
today we have new comers for tuition ... ming ming and tian sheng ... then vanessa also got de but she went malaysia so today no come ... then me junren and xian sat at mac eat le then chat for very long ... sit from 2+ to about 5 30 as we all think that we will not have things to do at home do chat chat lor ...
then went to my aunt house as her family is going to malaysia tomorrow i think ...
sian le tomorrow still need to go cca ... jurong stadium sian ... haiz ... y not school ... closer ma ... haiz ... sian sian then dont feel like going but i will go :p
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2:16 AM
i know le |Sunday, June 05, 2005
was thinking of going to k box few days ago then still haven go ... today wan to go de but leewee not feeling well then no go le ... haiz ...
then i went to find my mum at clementi ... i went to have a hair cut then very sian so i went to play ddr on my own ... looks like i still need practice ...
seems like i just wan to go out no matter what ... couse the weather is so dam hot ... staying at home is like in an oven ... hot hot hot ....
i think i know ur answer le ... ur actions said so ... just wan to say ...
you will always be my friend ...
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1:01 PM
home |Saturday, June 04, 2005
today D&T was so sian ... need the matiral list then everyone was rushing ... maybe not everyone lar most of them ... then my idea keep having problem then the teachers keep asking for the list ... haiz ...
went jp for lunch with mama ... then my 2 cute little cousins came to my house as my but dote them since they were young ... they came for dinner and the dish today was yummy ... but then hor ... the come ba zan my come leh then i cannot play :( ... but nvm lar i am a very good person :p ... hehe
very tired today ... also dunno why ... haiz ... maybe becouse of D&T ba ...
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2:01 AM
holiday ????? |Friday, June 03, 2005
yesterday too lazy to blog liao ... play till too late so no blog ... went je play DDR with leewee huiying and sengkok who came later ... then the girls was so dunno what so say ... scard ppl see still wan to play then very ironic lor ... wait very long then start playing ... then both leewee and huiying are new to the DDR thing ... i was ok lar couse i did play before so better then them ...
then huiying ask us come back jp eat then end up she went home ... haiz ... qi pian wo de gan qing :p ... then leewee sengkok and me went to jp play photo hunt ... then went home ...
then today same as yesterday lor D&T again ... thnk till my head wan to burst liao ... Mr liow keep saying that my idea got problem ... maybe he mean good but i feel discourage by his words ... making me mood less to continue doing my matiral list ... haiz ... then back t thinking again lor ...
it seems like we are going back to school so many days ... it really dont seem like a holiday to me at all ...
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2:05 PM
forget |Wednesday, June 01, 2005
today i stayed at home the whole day ... i forgot about the history this morning ... haiz ... i lost the cancent form ... sad leh ... then did something for the project ... geog lor ... make me dunno what to do ... sad sad ... tomorrow still got d&t ... also dunno what to do ... so many things i dunno how to do ...
if i really stay home everyday for june i will die
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