another sleepless night |Saturday, September 26, 2009
so many month since i updated ... dont really have to mood to update ... today suddenly feel like upating so here i am ...
many many things happen but i cant write every single thing down lar ... i tiny brain also dunno can remember everything ...
my mood now: sian added with a little bit of emonessi dunno how to start ... something have been in my mind for this pass few weeks i think ... am i a failure living my life ?
friends are very important to me ... whenever i see 2 friends getting really close, a question will come to my mind ... do i have such a friend as well ? the feeling in me tells me that i dont ... i dont know wad others are thinking but i just have this feeling that i dont have ... this will make me very very up sad ... friends which shares everything ... not item wise but feelings all those ... friends which will know how u feel just by listening to the way u talk ...
i really wan to highlight this ... i have superb friends now ... love u guys :) ... is just that i have something in my mind as a compare so all these questions are coming to my mind ...mood after writing this pose: sian will alot of emoness ...
come back soon.
1:30 AM
