again with the rude words |Sunday, September 21, 2008
talk back to my dad again ... i was rude i know but i just cannot control ... its like a sudden burst of anger ... some times i just cannot understand they way he thinks ... telling him properly for me is like super diffcult cause he will talk back with more things that i dont agree with and rude tone start to come out from me ...
i will always feel very very bad after talking like that to my dad ... seriously very bad ... i know he worked hard to bring us up, giving us pocket money and making sure that we are always full and warm... but thats just a burst of anger ... i have been trying to control it since long long ago but it just keep happening.
shit !!!!!!!!!! i hate myself when i do this kind of thing... SHIT !!!!!!!!!!!!
come back soon.
8:40 PM
