well the cold war was over 3 days ago ... that was like phew ... finally back to normal ... hope she will understand it the next time ...

something very sad happened today ... my pet terrapin is dead :( ... i had a bad feeling when i alight the bus and when i reached come my dad told me he found my terrapin dead this morning :( ... i was like .... really a not ... u liar to me rite ... how can it be .................... but its true :( ....

the thing that made me more sad is that my terrapin crawled out of its container and waited for me outside the bath room wednesday morning ... i tot it was normal since its not the first time so i bring it back to its container, change the water and went to school ...

that was the last time i really see it and changed water for it ....... maybe it was trying to tell me its time is almost up ..............................

i never thought that i well feel so sad if it die .... maybe we just dunno wad will u feel b4 something really happenes .......

common test coming ... its more revision, more work and more stress ... the onlt thing the is getting lesser is time :( ... haiz ....

day 4 |Sunday, November 25, 2007

another day pass and the cold war still continues ...

i tot saying u love someone is very hard ... now i found out that taking the first step to break the cold war is as diffcult ....

i am really useless ................................................................

come back soon.
11:53 PM

only sad .... |Friday, November 23, 2007

haven been posting cause i feel that i only have sad sad things to post ... haiz ... but here i am again to post my sad sad staff ...

well its not all sad ba ... went club with some of my sec friends to celebrate huixian birthday ... it was fun but wad happen b4 i went out was really very sad ....

had a fight with my mum cause i wan to go club to celebrate huixian birthday ... it haven been like this since i was sec 3 ... not letting me out late ... i really hope that she can understand but guess not ... she hung up my call and i just went out ...

i really dunno y she cant understand ... i am 18 now ... i am able to take care of myself ... knowing wad is right wad is wrong to do ... at least thats wad i think ... i know i can cope my time ....

she said that she already gave me alot of freedom ... y am i not feeling it ... instead i feel that i have missed out alot of night activities with my friends ...

these are friends that i haven meet for a long time ... so y does she have to get all angry for me to go just 1 night like once in a blue moon ... i really dont understand ....

i tot she understand me since i am 18 now and we had spend our last 18 years together ... but when i tried to talk to her she just hang up my call ... i feel that i have good reasons to go and thats y i went ...

i understand too that u are worry for me thats y u got angry ... since i understand how u feel y cant u do the same for me ... its very sad to have someone who u think understand u the most not to understand u ... it really is ...

i haven been studying my ass out since i started poly ... no time to play ... no tome to meet up with my old friends ... i just wan to meet them and know how are they now ... but she dont understand ... she dont unserstand me ....

and now a cold war is going on ... well i cant really do much now ... just have to wait and see ba ...

but i really had a great time with my friends ... at least this makes me feel better after all the trouble i am having now ba ...

come back soon.
10:47 PM