haiz ... being forces to do this ... haiz ... haha lets go ....

The person who tagged you :- SiLing (nu er)

Your relationship with her :- my schoolmate suddenly become her mamie :p

Your 5 impression of her :
1. cute.
2. chubby face :p
3. cheerful
4. funny
5. a big bully (towards me ;p)

The most memorable thing she has done for you : go santosa play :)

The most memorable words she said to you : memorable words ? i only think her laughter is memorable ;p

If she becomes your lover, you will? she is cute but she is already my nu er :D

If she is your lover, what improvement/s would you like to see her changing : dont always drink bubble tea ... drink water better :D

If she becomes your enemy, you will? pinch her cheeks ? lol ...

The reason why she becomes my enemy? dunno ... never happen b4 ...

The most desire thing you would like to do for her : go out PLAY ...

Your overall impression of her : cheerful .... will start to laugh just by looking at her face ;p



List out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for :
1. happy family
2. more fun
3. less stress
4. more friends
5. more happyness and less sadness

How do you think people around you feel about you : dunno ...

The character you love about yourself : not sure ....

On the contrary, what do you hate about yourself : lazy and sometimes make easy things complicated ...

The most ideal person you would like to be with : dunno ...

What do you want to say to your loved ones : i dont have 1 but i will tell her that i will always be with her and shower her with love and care ....

Pass this quiz to 9 friends whom you wish to know how they feel about you :
1. can i write SiLing again :D
2. yanting
3. jinyong
4. xinyi
5. shirley
6. vanessa
7. chermaine
8. karwen
9. leewee

#8 is having relationship with : i dont think so ... do u ? :p

#9 female / male :- female

How about #3 and 4 :- 3-male. 4-female

What's #2 studying about :- last time beauty therapy. now working at bugis junction.

When was the last time you chatted with #3 : not having a job for the holiday

What kind of music does #8 like :- eh. both eng and chinese music ba i think.

Does #6 has any siblings : a younger brother.

Will you woo #3 :- ermmm ... i am not gay :p

How about #7 : she is my cousin ....

Is #4 single :- yeah she is.

Surname of #5 :- Tan ...

Nickname of #1 : dunno leh ...

What's the hobby for #5 : day dream, shopping, read xiao shuo, taiwan drama ...

Do #5 and 9 get along well : they duno each other at all.

Where is #3 studying at :- Nanyang Poly

Have you tried develop feelings for #1: maybe ;p

Where does #9 live : near pineer sec ...

What colour does #4 dislike : dunno leh ...

Is #1 and 3 best friends : they dunno each other ...

Does #7 likes #2 : they dunno each other as well :p

How do you know #2 : we were in the same class during sec 1 and 2 but only got closer at sec 4 ba through siling and terrance ...

Does #5 owns a pet : guine pig

all done! ... tired leh ... do it for mi too! in ur blogs... =) thanks!!

happy now siling .... :p

FREE !!!!!!! |Wednesday, August 29, 2007

today last paper finally .. but it was a disaster ... the DNC paper was F***ing hard ... it is totally different from the format we haven been doing ... shit man ... everyone walked out of the exam hall with a face as black as charcol ... y cant they just let us end our exams with a not so diffcult one to let us go off for our holidays with a smile on our face ...grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ...

after exam AMK hub here we come .... go get lunch and head to arcade to rot untill 3 and watch ratatouille ... it was a very nice movie ... wow ... nice nice ...

and the trip to the arcade and movie really cheered everyone up ... at least a bit lar ... haha ...

exam finally over ... wow ... so many things i wan to do .... wahaha ... play like mad for now b4 the results come out ba ... haha ...

i think i sorted out my feelings liao lar ... haha ... this way better ba ... let it be this way ...

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10:18 PM

tired .... |Thursday, August 23, 2007

feeling to tired of studying ... haiz ... finish my second paper today ... indec ... ok lar should at least be able to get a B ba ...

had a nice chat with greentea on tuesday midnight ... it feels relaxed after talking to someone ... thx greentea :D ... this cause me to only have 5 hours of sleep and hard for me to study on wednesday ;p ...

study untill very tired ... feeling so tired now untill the moody feeling come back ... haiz ...

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9:52 PM

exam and sadness ... do they mix ? |Tuesday, August 21, 2007

having exams ... had math today and it was alrite cause i was very stressed about it cause i sux in math ... the questions was what the teacher thought so :D ... still have 3 more to go haiz ...

i dunno what am i feeling ... my feelings are all mixed up ... cant find the way i heart wans me to go ... everyone says listen to ur heart but my heart is telling me things that are all mixed up ... i dunno what it wan me to do ... very confuesed now ... haiz ...

now got more stress from the exam ... and i know that its not the time to sort out those feelings cause i need to study for exams ... there will be time to do that after exams ba ...

爱与恨只在一线之差

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10:27 PM

stupid me ? |Sunday, August 12, 2007

everytime when i come online there will be that little something waiting to strike on my sadness ... making my whole brain filled with nth but sad sad sad ... its really very sad when u see this kind of things ... even if they are not obvious at all ... even if it is just afew words is enough for my brain to tell me ' eh boy, u stupid or wad ... it is talking about what u think it is ... dont deny and act that u dunno... dont lie to yourself ...'

exam in 1 week time and this week end haven not been a very studying week for me .. haiz ... when every i take my book out i will wan to fall asleep ... looks like i am not cut out for study ba ... i can only bulk up and finish my years in poly ...

those JIA YOU thing dont really work on me ... at least not on my studies ... haiz ...

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10:25 PM

high low |Friday, August 10, 2007

today went outting with my classmates :) ... a long awaited one :p ... went watch rush hour 3 it was super funny ... wahaha ... then go play blowling ... i was like very suck at ... not in form ba :p ... then play pool .. still ok lar ...

then go back city hall see fire works haha... canot really see it lar ... we never get a good spot for that ... then it was super crowed ... must hide in the shopping center and wait for the crowed to go then we go ... but we still dont feel like going home so went to star bucks at suntec drink coffee thats y now still here cannot sleep :p ... really had fun today ... lets do this again soon (after exam lar )

i feel that many very tiny things can affect my mood just like that ... b4 i bath was very very moddy but bath finish le something happen then feel better lar ...

sometimes i hate myself y do i have to think so much ... its just a small matter ... but inside me it seem so big ... haiz ... exam coming lar so JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU ... today play play 1 day liao so tml onwards start REVISION ... :p

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1:23 AM

alone |Thursday, August 09, 2007

its already 1 am and i am still awake ... dispite only having 2 hours of sleep yesterday due to that com skills test ... haiz ... but i have no idea y am i not sleepy now .... or maybe us i am not willing to sleep ...

i think it may be that i am having too much things in mind ... then sadness is back again ... i am feeling abit lonely and helpless right now ... things are like running here and there in my mind ... thoughts are coming in and out without signals ... tears may just overflow then it reaches the peak ...

after the test today, me went amk with my beloved classmates :D ... we went eat blunch (breakfast + lunch = blunch)... after that is arcade time ... daytona was like dunno what to say ... always kena bang at the last lap ... sian leh ... then play basketball ... no muo qi between me and vik as well as me and xinyi ... the ball keep hitting each other when we throw them out ... haiz ... but we had fun and thats the most important thing ...

next me and xinyi watch the simpsons with vincent and his friends ... alot of things happen lar i wont talk about it here :p ...

the show was like lane but is was funny ...

受伤的不只你而已 。。。

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1:06 AM

男人 not equal 哭 ？ |Monday, August 06, 2007

不哭的男人不叫男人 ...

叫不是人 ！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

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12:35 AM

why ? |Sunday, August 05, 2007

exam coming still haven study ...

after reading ... all the wild thoughts come to my mind ... they are very logical though ... i am quit sure but i know once it is totally made clear, my bubble of hope will be burst ... totally burst into small tiny bits which cannot even be found ....

不原意相信事实，只想继续等待一个渺茫的希望 。。。

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9:41 PM