had a very unhappy event this pass weekend ... my dad and my uncles asked me to do something wich i really dont wan to do ... it is about some ceremony wich i have no idea of what i should do and what will happen during it ...

they just told me to do it without asking me if i am ok with it and without telling me what will happen during it ... i really dont feel good doing it through out the ceremony ...

after the first day we agree that i will not be doing any of that staff ... then i go ... when i reach they asked me to do it again ... i really was very angry ... i wanted to run away but i give then respect and i stay there ... i even told my mum that if there is anymore staff a not ... if they still ask me to do it i will run away and will let no one find me ... that was how angry i was ...

after that then they told me that i have to finish what i started ... that come back to the start ... doing things without telling me and not respecting me ...

i really really feel very bad ... i gave then respect and i ecpect then to so the same to me ... i does not mean that they are elder means that they can dont respect the younger ones ... i cried on the spot ... i cannot take it anymore ... i really feel bad and not recpected ...

now they dont wan to talk about it anymore ... haiz ...

holiday |Thursday, March 15, 2007

i am having holiday now but like i am doing nth at home ... nv go out like roting like that .... haiz ...

went to watch the messengers yesterday ... it was ok but well i was expecting more :/ ...

so fustrated with my desktop .... haiz ... keep reseting ... do recovery le still like that ... haiz ... going to build a new one with the help of my friends .... hehe ...

signed up the MIO and it will be installed 3rd april ... dunno how will it be ...

so excited of the santosa trip next week ... so long never go and so long never see those friends le .... cant wait to see how have they been :)

missing all my friends .... hope to see u guys soon .... :)

come back soon.
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i am back .... |Thursday, March 08, 2007

haven been blogging due to that stressful exam ... well, its over now .... nth i can do now ...

the only worry i have is the math paper .... i can say that its a sure fail for me .... but i have to wait ....

desktop is driving me nuts man .... cant do so many thingsssssssssssssssssss ..... using my sis de laptop thats y dont wan to install my things ... i need a pc ....

planning for class chalet but we may not get it .... we agree that if we cannot get this we will have to cancel this chalet ... really really hope to get it .... really really ....

thx for tagging everyone .... :)

come back soon.
10:22 PM