Plz Understand |Saturday, December 17, 2005
having unhappy things happening ... tot after o lvls will be the best time of my live but i was wrong ...
had a quarrel with Terrance ... it was regarding the bowling thing ... there is a lesson for teens every monday and he was desporatly wanting to go ... i was not that interested ... maybe he was right ... its about money but if i really wan to go i will try to squeeze every single cent i have out but i was not interested ... i know i am poor ... not as wealthy as u but i am not that poor till i cant even fog out $10 for the thing i wan to do ... though i am not in a wealthy family but my parents are trying their best to get what i wan ... how will i have the cheek to keep asking money form them when they bought things for me ... those are what i wan what about what i need ... CNY coming ... new clothes, festive goodies , goodies for the gods every thing need money ... how can not be trifty then my parents are trying to save as much as they can to saticfie my needs and wants ...I tot i did the right thing but i guess not ... things do not turn out as what i expected ... y can anyone give a an answer?still haven get a job... y the whole list of jobs on the classified section seem like a lot but i cant seem to find a job ... 17 dec 2005
come back soon.
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