lets talk about today ... so many day no blog also forget what happen liao so start from today ba ... went je libaray but no study ... went children section to read picture books ... diao rite ... i also dunno what i doing ... with siling trerrence weiling kengfei and shihan... then terrence say the books there was only wasting paper and killing trees couse only afew words one page ...

found a book 'the giving tree' in chinese ... laso dunno y but have a strange feeling after reading it ...

ok now for the past few days ... went bball yesterday again then i was like OMG ... lost all my shot haiz ... but play better after sometime of warm up

i forgot what day but i will not gorget what happen ... i was watching tv when my dad block me and ask his sacustic auestion again ...

dad: where did all the ladiesfinger go ??? (i ate them but he already know was me)
me : dunno lar (pushing him with my leg)

then he walk away ... i feel very bad after that but the traction just come to me like that ... he treat me so well but what he got return from me ... hiaz ... i am not a good child ... i know i can be better ...
when i tot that makes me feel bad there was more ...

mum: where is ur sis ... y not at home
dad : give her a call and ask her to come back ...
me : come back to let u scold ar ...

omg why did i say such things ... haiz ... but i am trying very hard le ... this few days i try very hard to think b4 i say things to my dad ... :)

talkiing about exams ...

math p1 - ok lar
ss - die le nv revise
chem - forget what that jay teach when i need it ... also die lor
phy - ok lar
Geog - failing as usual i guess

haiz .. still got somemore to go ... haiz

sad |Friday, September 16, 2005

very long no blog ... i finished my dnt today and it like more relax ... so we can all be less stress ...

went to my cousin birthday party ... dont really like ... always got bully by them ... dont take action they get too much ... take action they cry i die so i will rather dont go ... but no choice ... still have to go ...

i am really depressed .. i really wan to tell u that how much i love u ... i really wish that i can tell u everything in my heart ...

what can i do ... i can only see u walk away ... without even saying hi ...

come back soon.
5:51 PM

bad luck day |Sunday, September 04, 2005

went for the usual friday nite bball game at terrence house yesterday ... it was horrible ... first it rain till 7 pm and we hove to play with wet floor ... then accidents start to happen ... kok fall ... got a kick to the gut by me (accident) .... so sorry leh ... :( then the worste part is I SPRIAN MY ANKLE !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i tot that was the worste but something happen ... the 3 guys we always meet came rite after my ankle sprain ... WTH ... i have to sit of on this game :( ... how can so many bad things happen in 1 day ... haiz ...

today went watch movie with terrence ... then went his house play pool ... a subsitution of bball couse i got a sprained ankle ... haiz ... then come home lor ...

come back soon.
2:02 PM

bad dream |Thursday, September 01, 2005

have a bad dream monday night ... i dreamt that u being wash away by a huge wave at the beach ... everyone was ok only u were washed away from the beach ... that makes me so scard ... i wake up from the dream and i look at the clock ... it was 1+ AM ... I could not go back to sleep after that ... i was scard that u will go away like in the dream ... NOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!! I DONT WAN :'( i was so sleepy in school on thesday ... haiz

yesterday went bball with terrence, tiansheng, nesa and wei wei ... we meet some of our juniora and had a match with them ... but dunno where a guy in red come from and join their team ... i am sure it will be a piece of cake to beat them but the guy in red was ... got no words to say .. he was like anyhow shooting but his anyhow shoot was like all goal ... me and terrence have out jaws wide open ... how he do that ??? we manage to even the score ...

went to play pool at terrence house ... again ... the guards there are so funny ... one keep repeating the same thing every time i go ... is EVERY TIME ... say what must write name cause later got camara then got anything happen he will lost his job ... something like that ... then we go play pool ... the guard see the booking book got 'pool' this word then he ask us what we wan to do ... use the swimming pool ??? OMG we were all laughing our ass out ... never heard of booking the swimming pool ... hahahahaha

then siling play bball under the hot sun till her cheek went red ... haiz ... must take care of urself leh ... o lvl coming cannot affort to miss school leh ... drink more water ok :) ... then looks like i was the only one who was not darken by the hot sun ... :D ... sengkok hart his hand during the bball shooting ... haiz ... sad ... terrence dont like the sun so he only play pool ...

come back soon.
1:44 PM