failer |Wednesday, May 25, 2005
school was not really that bad as i expected as we got intense chinese couse O LVLS IS COMING !!!! i must work hard i can do it ...
during the chinese period i so call quarrel with terrence ... i kind of started it but not really as well ... "luo pao" (running naked) was said buy him long ago ... i will not have use that word if he had not use it before ... and we started the quarrel becouse of this word ... he got more and more rude when we go on ... he scolded my family and said a name that he knows that i will not like to hear ... this makes me very mad ... i dont like people to scold my family or even my friends becouse of me so i dont do that to others .... this is what i told him ... and its all true ... i did not scold his family ar any people close to him ...
i am stating to feel that i am a failer in everything i do ... i cant do them well ... studies , friendships and others ... i am really really stressed by the work in school as o lvls are coming and i dont even wan to do my own revision ...
i guess that its true that i will never be happy ... at lest before o lvls ... haiz ...
come back soon.
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