when u ......... |Saturday, December 19, 2009


when u fuking try your best not to let ppl down .....

what do you get in return ??????


when u fuking try your best to be there when ppl need you .........

who is there when u need someone ?????????


when u fuking try your best to make others feel better ........

who is there to make u feel better ?????



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fairytales ??? |Saturday, October 10, 2009


seeing so many hard earn relationships be so so xin ku got me thinking ... y ppl just dont treasure the hard earn thing ... i mean if u went through so much to get it y wan to make it so hard to continue .... bossy ... not being understanding ... all these are really bad for a relationship ... u like that person who they are ... rite ????

got me thinking also ... does lasting, happy, fairytale like relationships exist ??? well i guess i wont know .... maybe i will find out when the time comes ......



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another sleepless night |Saturday, September 26, 2009


so many month since i updated ... dont really have to mood to update ... today suddenly feel like upating so here i am ...

many many things happen but i cant write every single thing down lar ... i tiny brain also dunno can remember everything ...

my mood now: sian added with a little bit of emoness

i dunno how to start ... something have been in my mind for this pass few weeks i think ... am i a failure living my life ?

friends are very important to me ... whenever i see 2 friends getting really close, a question will come to my mind ... do i have such a friend as well ? the feeling in me tells me that i dont ... i dont know wad others are thinking but i just have this feeling that i dont have ... this will make me very very up sad ... friends which shares everything ... not item wise but feelings all those ... friends which will know how u feel just by listening to the way u talk ...

i really wan to highlight this ... i have superb friends now ... love u guys :) ... is just that i have something in my mind as a compare so all these questions are coming to my mind ...

mood after writing this pose: sian will alot of emoness ...



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Graduate Liao |Friday, May 29, 2009


today is my graduation ceremony ... nth much to tell so lets just enjoy the pictures ...



this is the bear my mummy got it for me at the graduation ... nice rite haha

mummy me and sis ...

gary lao da and me


thats all .... happy graduation everyone :D ...




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late blogging :p |Sunday, May 24, 2009


well last sat went zouk with yanting they all to celebrate yanting de birthday :D ... it was 1 week ago lar but i so lazy to blog so untill today then together blog lor ... nth much to say so put some pictures let u all see see ...

picture with ghim hong ... see he smlie till like that ... take with siling they all where got like that ... lol ...


picture with jinghong ... i think this is the first time i take picture with him ba ...


the zhu jiao of the day ... so many hands but non is her's ... lol ...


a picture with the zhu jiao ... hehe ...

all smlie :D


then sunday went to cini with my poly gang gary, jasmine, vik, jimmy, xinyi, jingyong, shir ... chou vincent PS us again ... haiz ... had hongkong cafe for dinner and watch angel and demons ... during firstt part of the movie i fell asleep ... yes fell asleep cause the night b4 go zouk never sleep properly ma but at the end very exciting so wake up see see dont waste money lol ...


went walk walk with mummy at jp de fair price then i bought a kinda joy try try see wad is it like ... so this is the toy i got ... hahaha ...




sharky ....

then today 23rd went to meet with wei lun they all ... have dinner and chat chat awhile then go home le ... nice to see them after quite some time ... chou vincent PS us again ... haiz ... saw Dai Yang Tian at raffles city today .... he was with a new artist also but i forgot his name ... we met at time toilet haha ... he seem thinner compare to him on tv ... maybe tv really make u look fatter :D ...




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horn day ??? |Wednesday, May 13, 2009


stay at home do some house work today ... abit sian lar ...

in the evening went to fetch my mummy with my dad and i was driving ... firstly got horn at a T junction zebra crossing ... the green arrow is on so i took abit more time to confirm the traffic and an ass hole behind me horn at me ... stupid leh ... hiaz ...

next i stop at a right turn into a carpark when is also a u-turn point ... the carpark is full so i sotp there and wait ... then another ass hole behind me wan to u-turn and horn at me ... wad the hell was i supose to do ? haiz ... i only drive on the road for less than an hour and got horn at twice ... haiz ...



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dinner at CW point |Tuesday, May 12, 2009


went to have dinner at CW point with terr and huiwen ... ate dian xiao er and i feel cheated lor ... they place a plate of penuts on the table and when we go pay the penuts was charge at $2 ... never say properly at first ... a way of making more money i guess ...

after the dinner we went home and guess wad ... i did something really stupid ... when the train reach boonlay i told myself i need to get off at the next stop ... then i dunno wad was i thinking then when i come to my senses the door close liao it was already at pineer liao ... so i went all the way to joo koon and came back ... so stupid sia ... try to recall wad was i thinking but also not sure leh ... i think old liao lar ... haha ...



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