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i feel so dumb

2010-01-13T22:50:00.002+08:00

sometimes i feel i am really dumb and stupid ... i do things when i know that i will never get the same in return ... but i just keep trying ... dunno y ....

guess i really wan to have ppl do the same ... but it will never happen .........

unwillingness for work

2010-01-05T22:36:00.002+08:00

started my army job as a clerk at tengah airbase ... ppl there are ok accept my upper study ... he is a shitty person ....

had mc for the pass 2 days due to fever ... got to go back tml but due to that shitty upper study i dont look forward to go back at all ... first time feeling so unwilling to go work ...

lucky he going ORD next tuesday ...

he is dam irritating ... told him that i am on mc he just keep asking when i go back he have alot of things to handover to me ... he was the one who took 2 days of mc last week and let me there learning nth ... he is entited to his leave and i am also entited to my MC ... does it seem fair to me ????? he took leave to go enjoy and relax ... i took MC cause i have a fever and need to rest ... really an ass ....

he keep wanting to pass everything which he accumulate over 2 years to me in a week ... is this fair to me again ???

when u .........

2009-12-19T00:16:00.004+08:00

when u fuking try your best not to let ppl down .....

what do you get in return ??????

when u fuking try your best to be there when ppl need you .........

who is there when u need someone ?????????

when u fuking try your best to make others feel better ........

who is there to make u feel better ?????

fairytales ???

2009-10-10T02:30:00.002+08:00

seeing so many hard earn relationships be so so xin ku got me thinking ... y ppl just dont treasure the hard earn thing ... i mean if u went through so much to get it y wan to make it so hard to continue .... bossy ... not being understanding ... all these are really bad for a relationship ... u like that person who they are ... rite ????

got me thinking also ... does lasting, happy, fairytale like relationships exist ??? well i guess i wont know .... maybe i will find out when the time comes ......

another sleepless night

2009-09-26T01:30:00.003+08:00

so many month since i updated ... dont really have to mood to update ... today suddenly feel like upating so here i am ...

many many things happen but i cant write every single thing down lar ... i tiny brain also dunno can remember everything ...

my mood now: sian added with a little bit of emoness

i dunno how to start ... something have been in my mind for this pass few weeks i think ... am i a failure living my life ?

friends are very important to me ... whenever i see 2 friends getting really close, a question will come to my mind ... do i have such a friend as well ? the feeling in me tells me that i dont ... i dont know wad others are thinking but i just have this feeling that i dont have ... this will make me very very up sad ... friends which shares everything ... not item wise but feelings all those ... friends which will know how u feel just by listening to the way u talk ...

i really wan to highlight this ... i have superb friends now ... love u guys :) ... is just that i have something in my mind as a compare so all these questions are coming to my mind ...

mood after writing this pose: sian will alot of emoness ...

Graduate Liao

2009-05-29T00:31:00.011+08:00

today is my graduation ceremony ... nth much to tell so lets just enjoy the pictures ...

this is the bear my mummy got it for me at the graduation ... nice rite haha

mummy me and sis ...

gary lao da and me

thats all .... happy graduation everyone :D ...

late blogging :p

2009-05-24T00:00:00.009+08:00

well last sat went zouk with yanting they all to celebrate yanting de birthday :D ... it was 1 week ago lar but i so lazy to blog so untill today then together blog lor ... nth much to say so put some pictures let u all see see ...

picture with ghim hong ... see he smlie till like that ... take with siling they all where got like that ... lol ...

picture with jinghong ... i think this is the first time i take picture with him ba ...

the zhu jiao of the day ... so many hands but non is her's ... lol ...

a picture with the zhu jiao ... hehe ...

all smlie :D

then sunday went to cini with my poly gang gary, jasmine, vik, jimmy, xinyi, jingyong, shir ... chou vincent PS us again ... haiz ... had hongkong cafe for dinner and watch angel and demons ... during firstt part of the movie i fell asleep ... yes fell asleep cause the night b4 go zouk never sleep properly ma but at the end very exciting so wake up see see dont waste money lol ...

went walk walk with mummy at jp de fair price then i bought a kinda joy try try see wad is it like ... so this is the toy i got ... hahaha ...

sharky ....

then today 23rd went to meet with wei lun they all ... have dinner and chat chat awhile then go home le ... nice to see them after quite some time ... chou vincent PS us again ... haiz ... saw Dai Yang Tian at raffles city today .... he was with a new artist also but i forgot his name ... we met at time toilet haha ... he seem thinner compare to him on tv ... maybe tv really make u look fatter :D ...

horn day ???

2009-05-13T00:11:00.002+08:00

stay at home do some house work today ... abit sian lar ...

in the evening went to fetch my mummy with my dad and i was driving ... firstly got horn at a T junction zebra crossing ... the green arrow is on so i took abit more time to confirm the traffic and an ass hole behind me horn at me ... stupid leh ... hiaz ...

next i stop at a right turn into a carpark when is also a u-turn point ... the carpark is full so i sotp there and wait ... then another ass hole behind me wan to u-turn and horn at me ... wad the hell was i supose to do ? haiz ... i only drive on the road for less than an hour and got horn at twice ... haiz ...

dinner at CW point

2009-05-12T00:24:00.002+08:00

went to have dinner at CW point with terr and huiwen ... ate dian xiao er and i feel cheated lor ... they place a plate of penuts on the table and when we go pay the penuts was charge at $2 ... never say properly at first ... a way of making more money i guess ...

after the dinner we went home and guess wad ... i did something really stupid ... when the train reach boonlay i told myself i need to get off at the next stop ... then i dunno wad was i thinking then when i come to my senses the door close liao it was already at pineer liao ... so i went all the way to joo koon and came back ... so stupid sia ... try to recall wad was i thinking but also not sure leh ... i think old liao lar ... haha ...

mothers day :D

2009-05-10T20:57:00.002+08:00

went to grandma house to celebrate mother's day ... my aunt suggested that everyone should cook something for their mother ... so i cook some funny funny thing make with rice .... lol ... it sohuld be very nice de lor but i forget to put salt ... haiz ...

well get some flowers and most importantly we got a handphone for her :D ... finally she can say bye bye to her N70 ... haha ... we let her see the flowers frist then we bring to to grandma house then after we reach there i tou tou put the phone with the flower and my sis bring it to mummy ... mummy was very suprise and very very happy :D ...

seem like all the mothers enjoyed their day yesterday ...

but today say at home eat cause outside will be very crowded ...

meeting friends

2009-05-07T00:52:00.002+08:00

went to amk to meet vin and gary for lunch ... talk talk play pool chat chat since we have not meet for a long time so ya, it feels good ... vin also going in ns soon so lets meet up again soon ...

next went to plaza sing meet terr and huiwen for dinner ... haha ... seem like a busy day .... went astons ... i was so full lor ... maybe cause i ate some fries while chating with gary and vin at amk ... after the dinner terr went off to work and i went for a little shopping with huiwen ... omg girl's money is so easy to earn ... anyone wan to go into busniess but dunno wad to sell SELL GIRLS STAFFS ... sure earn de lol ... talked to her abit and ya felt better ... thx again :D ...

dunno y this have to happen all the time ... called my mummy to let her know where i going then she have to say things to make a happy trip become not happy anymore ... going out with friends shoud be happy de y say things make untill i go out also cannot enjoy ... stay home does not mean i will stay happy rite ... haiz ...

easliy affected

2009-05-05T17:53:00.002+08:00

well last saturday was suppose to go out with terr and huiwen but due to come miss communication then this and that then never go le .... sry guys for the miss communication ... next time then go lor ... still have alot of time anyway ....

suddenly something come to my mind ... i have been always telling me that ppl maybe busy thats y never go out ... but looks like i was not very correct ... looks like i am just not that important as i tot ... telling myself that they are busy seem like i am just cheating myself ...

i am very easily affect ... a photo ... a phone call ... small little things like this can make my mood go up and down and thoughts start coming into my mind ...

i will take huiwen's advice ... haha ....

movie

2009-05-01T03:09:00.002+08:00

went for a movie with terr at lot 1 ... haha ... next time i will ask him to come jp hehehe ... we watch X-men ... not bad with all the actions ... had something at mac for dinner and we sat there for hours chating ... feels good :D

well but my mood was not that good today ... had a small fight with my mummy today b4 i went out which i dont think it should had happened ... did not feel go after that ...

a world wide pig flu is spreading so everyone please take care k ...

my birthday wish

2009-04-03T22:27:00.002+08:00

my birthday pass 3 days liao ... finally i know wad i really wan for my birthday ...

wad i really wan is for my mummy and daddy to have more trust in me ...

firstly ... went to dbl 0 on my birthday ... thx to siling ... yanting ... help me plan and thx for the cake ... if u guys stay longer at BK i will finish it :D ... around 2+ am, mummy call me ask me y i haven go home and say that i am too much ... y she dont trust me to take care of myself ... i told her that i know wad i am doing and i say i will be home in the morning ... make me abit mood less to party on after that ...

the other thing will be hoping my dad could let me drive his car ... he still clames that i am a noob ... he only let me drive when he is around ... whats the point of having a licence when there is always someone else to drive ...

trust is really something really hard to get ... i tot i already have them but looks like i was wrong ............................................

put things behind

2009-03-31T22:56:00.002+08:00

one more hour to my 20th birthday ... having things which are borthering me ...

alright i asked my dad y is he still so unwilling to let me drive his car and he gave me the same answer ... again ... ever since i passed my driving licence and driving his car, i have been taking advice from him and trying my best to look out for every single advice he gave me ... and it have been 9 month since i pass my licence ... p plate coming down soon ans till he have no trust in me to handle his car ...

all i wan is to have him alittle more trust in me ... hoping for something more ... 9 less candle and 1 more big candle on my cake ...................................

out ...

2009-03-23T10:33:00.002+08:00

helo bloggy ... very long never blog le ... feel my life is so boring and nth much to blog ... haha ... been playing games and sleeping most of the time ... going to become pig liao ...

i will be out from today till thursday ... anything u guys can msg on the phone k :) ...

rotting at home

2009-02-24T18:42:00.002+08:00

well its holiday for me and up untill now i have been rotting at home ... doing nth much ... waiting for other friends to finsh their exams ... I WAN TO GO OUT :D ...

dunno can do wad usefull de thing ... so lazy ...

nth to do means more time to mayhow think ... anyhow think means more emo times for me ... kind of stupid rite ... hahaha ... fell llike getting a 5000 pieces puzzle to piece ... but my mummy and sis both told me the same thing ... i dont have the nai xin to finish it ... haha ...

emo :D

2009-02-20T02:42:00.003+08:00

dunno y everyday also cannot sleep ... have been sleeping at around 3am for this pass week haiz ... since i cannot sleep jiu come blog lor ...

11/2/09
went to celebrate huiwen birthday ... her buddies have planned a really unforgetable birthday for her ... running around orchard all the way to plaza sing with 20 balloons ... thats something u dont do hahaha ... i will be super duper mega touched if someone gave me even the smallest bit of suprise on my birthday ... haha ...

13/2/09
last friday was the last day of my FYP ... which means its the last day of my poly hohoho ... well seriously speaking i dont really feel a big difference after the last day of poly ... the only thing was that i have to think if i really wan to go uni ... just enrolled yesterday ... i enrolled for NTU ... dont really hope much but everyone is telling me that go for it ... if u really can go uni y not ... i was thinking since its not garentee that i will get in just give it a shot then ...

16/2/09
went simlim with gary and vik to get myself a graphic card ... then gary and vik kena somethng really sux ... kind of blame myself for asking them go with me to get my graphic card ... haiz ... really really very sry to u guys ....

19/2/09
went simlim again to get myself a power supply ... my old power supply was not really enough for the things i add to my com so there go the $$$$$ again ...

need to get a job man ... $$$ keep going out and no $$$ coming in ...

suddenly feeling abit emo now ... dont sad sad type but feeling ok leh ... just alot of things in my mind ... dunno wad more to write liao le ba ...

all the best in everything ba ... thx again to everyone who visits my blog :D

wad do i wan ?

2009-02-10T00:52:00.002+08:00

last week of my FYP le ... finally over but the happiness is not there ... got alot of things to trouble again ... presentation .... final report .... go uni ma ... can go wad course ... shit man ...

i really dunno wad i wan ... i dunno y i am good at nth ... not good at studies not good at gaming .... prectice alot also useless ... reaction slow means slow ... brain cannot react fast means cannot ... brain not flexible means not flexible .... haiz ...

vday coming ... another lonely vday ... yet again .......................................

modem spoil ... cannot blog :(

2009-01-29T11:06:00.003+08:00

so sianz ... my modem let me down on the second day of cny ... haiz ... no internet very sian de leh ... worst is modem problem must go to vender singtel dont wan come down help ... lazy sia go to the vender ... very far and ulu de leh ...

more sad de is i am super suay this year ... went cousin house play mahjong yesterday ... i too my aunt play to play i think she drink abit then ask me help her play then throughout the whole game i enver even win 1 round ... none ... omg man ... frist time lor ... haiz ... so sian and pai seh lar ... lose her $$$ .... everyone stand behind me see my tiles all say i no luck ... haiz ...

dont think i will be blogging much this few days ba ... i now logging in school de ... blog in school de feeling and blog at home de feeling different de ... lol ...

y the sianz

2009-01-24T13:30:00.002+08:00

super duper sian today ... 2 more days to cny meaning a long week end but things always like to disturb me ... WTH is this ...

was going to clelbrate leewee birthday with her today but first stan i recieve early in the morning is by chingay de trainer or incharge or something ... leewee msg me early in the morning saying that her chingay prectice extent from 12 to 3 ... ZZZZZZ ...

next stan is presented by our dear Terrance Ang ... called me and asked me if i wan play mahjiong ... then i ask him i tot we going celebrate leewee birthday and he said he maybe on standby for his work ... and i told him peng also working ... peng will go after dinne with us and i told him that i already told him afew days ago that we are going out today and y did he still accept the mahjiong session ? he told me he is not free so i have nth more to say ... i just say ok nvm and put down the phone ...

next leewee called saying that she haven pack her bag as she is going to malaysia tml and is abit rushed for her ... makes me super duper sianz so nvm ... all plans no more ... everything no more ... everyone got things to do only me at home ... good ... very good ... remarkable ... marvelous ... admirable ... commendable ... excellent ... nice ... superb ... wonderful ... splendid ... GOOD ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

spring cleaning

2009-01-11T11:39:00.003+08:00

spent my whole day yesterday to clean up my room ... my god there is alot of dust ... i really moved out all my things and vacuumed the places where i dont vacuum ... lol .... throw aways some books too ... sec 3 books lor ... lol ...

abit tired moving all my things around .... all i can say is .... dusts are free ... i collect alot over the years ... yesterday i just throw alot away ... lol ....

first entry ... both eves

2009-01-05T21:19:00.015+08:00

have been very lazy lar to blog ... at the same time is also no mood to blog ... so now 1 time blog dao gou lor ... hope u guys will take just abit more time to read it ... :D ...

firstly is xmas eve ... go durian shell there count down ... at first meet huiwen at orchard then is alot of ppl de lor ... hao bu rong yi got to city hall meet leewee and karwen then go durian shell ... took us some time to find a sopt to sit and start our drinking session ...

drink drink abit first then we play game ... DARE TIME ...

sry did not take much photos so thats all ba ... haha

next is new years at she bangs pub ... nth much to say so lets enjoy the photos.

first at central take de ..

jolene and me

ermmm .... sui bian lar take with her :p ... irene and me ....

yanting nu er and me

siling nu er and me 3 generation take photo ... rare leh ... lol

my 2 beutiful nu ers and me

me and terrance

me and peng peng ...family photo but dunno y got 1 i dunno de :p

well mood fell to the bottom after hearing a something .... so so mood not good ... how things will turn out the way ba ... dont really hope for much ... but i really wan it to come true ... really really ...

fustrating ...

2008-12-14T20:07:00.003+08:00

FYP ... my most boring days in poly ... somemore this pass wednesday someone from my lab kena catch for playing game ... then got one stupid blah blah ( lets not mention names ... we will take the name as blah blah) keep coming to check on us .... can u imagine ... we have 9 1/2 hours in that lab and that blah blah came up 7 times on thursday and 6 times on friday ... wth lor ... so free then y dont wan go help his students who are doing common test at the moment ? .. come disturb us ... very sian leh ... always like to stand behind me say dont go other website ... i open the website i create de also kena say ... i go forum see the codes also say ... all related to my work wad ... walao very fan de leh like that ...

not sure wad to do ... took a few steps but it seem like not working ... feel fustrated ... thats y play game also very easy fustrated ...

i will like to help you with your problems ... but i am always not the one in your mind for problem sloving ... i have a pair of listening ears that i am very willing to be there for u .... but i am still always not to one in your mind when you got problems ..........................................................

an unsure feeling ...

2008-12-07T23:25:00.002+08:00

well FYP 2 weeks le ... ok lar ... good thing that my lab still not very strick ... can go out break all those ... but very boring leh ... always go things half way will tend to wan to fall asleep ... well i got progress lar ... got do things ... will the help of leewee and raymond ... progressing quite smoothly ... a thousand thanks guys ... expeclally leewee ... come to my lab help me a few times le ... still kena disturb by my labmate ... sry about that ... lol ...

got a very unsure feeling this few weeks ... i know i have this feelings before ... its not a good feeling ... it seems like an illusion ... a fake ... something which is not real ... not sure wad to do ... have been folowing my heart for alot of occation but it all seem to lead me into a place where i dont wan to be ... not sure wad to do ... not sure weather a not to trust my feelings which had failed me for quite a few times ..........................................................................................

FYP HELL

2008-11-24T23:03:00.002+08:00

first day of FYP today ... found out that i have to use ASP.net to create a web page ... still need make nice nice ... sian lor ... nver learn b4 ... still give me one very very thick book to read ... very fustrating leh ... everything never learn b4 ... haiz ...

because of this my mood very bad today ... haiz ... hope tml will be better ...

LEE WEE PLEASE HELP ME ... :p

feelings and stupid work

2008-11-19T00:21:00.002+08:00

suddenly feel that these words on Huiwen's private message makes real sense ... well i think i should rephrase it .. "dont put yourself other's priority when u are just an option" ... this is wad i have such a big feeling all of a sudden.

well i will make it short ... dont really wan the perosn to know haha ... see someone enjoy alot but its all without me ... tot others are too busy to hang out but i was wrong ... the truth is that i am just an option ... and here i am thinking that they would have asked me to join them if they come together ... dunno to laugh or to feel sad ...

i think this is enough ba ... lets go to some really really annoying things ... work ... today i got a call from a user saying that she need that colour printer of hers to be able to print and scan asap ... well ... the truth is i have been trying to do so since friday ... just a simple job of installing a driver is like hell for this computer .. the stupid hard disk is running as fast as a i dunno maybe a turtle with 1 fliper ? keep hanging when i try to install the printer...

its not like i have not been tryin to get that printer back online asap ... i have been bugging HP since friday as well ... its not my fault that the hard disk is like this ... come tell me i need print for customer i need scan this faster ... wad u wan me to do ... complaining wont help the printer to get back online ... really very sian ...

throw aside all my other work to try my best to get this printer back online wad complains is all i get ... it dont help in my progess ok ... wth man ... last week also cannot let me peacefully finish ... kns lar ... then my other things no need do le meh ... later i leave le cannot finish u help me do ma ?? FUCK LAR ...

last week

2008-11-16T10:47:00.005+08:00

finally its the last week of my attachment. one more week and i can kiss those nasty users goodbye. the job is accturely not bad is only those users who made my job diffcult. well one more week ...

went to watch madagascar escape 2 africa ... it was quite funny ... was laughing all the way ... but i found that the movie is abit too short ...

the penguins are still as funny as ever wahahhaa ... "who says penguins cant fly" wahahaha ...

this guy is still cute and funny hahaha ...

done ... cya next time ...

y izzit like this ?

2008-11-13T00:16:00.002+08:00

well i am feeling very very tired now ... both mentally and physically ... something happened at work and made me think y ... y is things like this ...

well today was quite busy at work ... some users came with problems which requires time to solve ...

the first thing that made me think was i was trying to set wireless setting for a user but was not successful. then i ask the engineer and my friend for help ... we try to use the wireless on 2nd floor as the manager say that the one on 3rd floor have compatible issue with this model for laptop. but the engineer insisted that we use the 3rd floor wireless and rise his voice abit asking y we have to keep trying the 2nd floor wireless. we both know that he is like this and did not make a big thing out of it ... next i went to get another laptop and try the wireless on it too ... i ask the engineer if the password id correct but he rise his voice again stating that he already told my friend.

then i replied my firend did not told me ... then suddenly my friend reacted and his reaction suprised me ... he suddenly said that i did not ask him in a way that was like "wtf is u did not ask me then u say i never tell u ... i also dunno u doing wireless also" this kind of tone ... i was really suprised ... i did not think it was anything big about that but he seem to really mind what i said ... i think it was due to him being stress working with that engineer ... that engineer is quite stright ... he will speak his mind even to manager and users who called and give him a hard time ...

after that i went to ask my friend y his reaction so big saying that it was not such a big thing anyway ... he told me that it was like a give thing to the engineer ... seem like he was abit not happy with me le ...

the next thing that happen was a management person form the other plant came down with his laptop and ask my friend for help as i was doing somehting else ... stress again ... it was a simple task but somehow another engineer who is on leave did not put the file back after updating the file ... normally we can just drag and drop but it was not in the format so we have to import ... we did not do this b4 so my friend was having a hard time ... stress again ...

is like always some manager or wad will ask him for help ... maybe he is sitting at a more prochable place ba ... once he helped a manager transfer files from a old laptop to a new 1, the emails where all giving problems ... he have to scan 1 by 1 for errors ... that manager said that he nver finish he cannot go home and he stayed till 930 pm that day ...

well now back to today ... i think he was thinking y izzit always him so when i went to ask him wad was the problem for the management person he did not answer me ... then i ask again he told me and keep queit again ... i ask somemore and he said " i am not as relax as u " in a dulan way ...

this make me think again ... i was not the one who ask all the big shots to go look for u ... i know u stress but wad did i do ??? stress again ... really sian ...

after that i got stress again ... the engineer call me and ask me to go to the other plant which is a 5 min walk from where i am ... my friend is still doing things i cannot just leave like that ... so i become stress also ... pick up afew calls and quickly settle them so that my friend can concentrate on that big shot ... somemore an idot make his pst folder which is suppose be stay below 2 GB to 10GB ... we see le tell him no use le he keep saying last time can last time can ... explain to him le still say the same thing ... then i pass the phone to my manager and run to the other plant after about 45 min after the engineer called ...

it normally will take 5 min or more to walk there but i run there in less than 3 min ...

sian leh ... dunno y i just feel confuse, tired and very messy in the brain now ... felt abit bad for my friend but i was not the one who caused this ... SIAN LAR ... KNS ....

blog blog

2008-11-06T20:47:00.002+08:00

i come blog le ... if not ppl say i never blog de haha ... well i am not sure wad to blog about ...

went to eat the new open de so call eating corner on level 3 of jp with terrance, sengkok, huiying, leewee, peng, and rayner ... i only remember the name as benten cause i am ben 10 wahahahha ... the food there is not really fantestic but not bad ba ... only the protion is abit small ... just nice for girls but abit small for ur dear terrance ... wahahhaha ... he keep saying its too little and wanted to order another dish ... hahaha ... its just nice for me cuase i wan to cut down abit cause getting fat le ...

well the big boss peng was late as usual ... very late ... we finish out dishes le then he come ... then all of us stare at him eat at the kopitiam ... he still not pai seh de lor ... come frist time is not say sry he is late ... is say he go cut hair very expensive and the shop is more famous than jin yip ... haiz ... nth to say so keep queit lor ... aver all was alright ... a gathering :D ... nice nice ... lazy to post the photos ... hahha ... nvm lar ... also never take fantestic photos ... keep and view myself enough le ...

well ... i have been feeling quite down for the pass few weeks ... thinking alot of ways how my skin problem have affected me ... yue think yue sad ... haiz ... but now i think that life is short ... must do wad u wan ... and since life is short y sad everyday ... sad also 1 day happy also 1 say ... make myself feel happy abit lor ... but not easy also lar hahahaha ...

see i got blog hor ... dont say i never blog ... later i go tag all of u ... if not kena say they tag me i never tag back lol ...

outing :D

2008-10-28T23:44:00.009+08:00

have been a month since i update ... really feel like my life is boring and have nth to update ... work also boring ... only meet nasty users ... create shit with the computer then wan us to help them clean ... clean not clean still wan kp ... really dunno wad to say lor ... my department from IT department become clean shit and backside department ...

email they make too big cannot open call us ... cannot solve or must cut aways some email they kp again ... software got problem call us ... try help them find wad may be the problem we also not sure de ma ... tell them not sure they still say " u are IT department thats y i ask u to solve my problem" ...

like we are god? we know the software wad problem ? they software can talk to us and tell us it where not happy dont wan to work properly ? WTF ... try our best help them do still " y so long ... i need to do my things leh ... important... faster ..." sometime really cannot stand it ...

happy de is went out with sec school friends :D everyone busy so this chance is really rare ... i really treasure it ... thanks .. a thousand thanks to u guys for coming out ...

well went k box with peng, terr, sengkok, leewee and huiying ... go eat lunch first then go sing sing then go dinner ... here are some photos ... somethings really dont wan to talk about ... show photos can le lar ..

after that terr went home and sengkok went off ... so the rest of us go jp for dinner with rayner ... while waiting for rayner we go walk walk and here are some photos lol ...

here is me and peng ...

never see me ??? i in the TV ... never see ??? Ben 10 leh .... lol ...

flood ... OMG wahahaha ...

2008-09-26T23:11:00.002+08:00

today super super funny ... ok today when i reach office, butt haven touch the chair hear very very heavy rain start. heng rite haha .. then the rain continue for like 2 hours then suddenly internet cannot use. then outside the room suddenly abit noisy. then they say THE BUILDING FLOODING ... wahahhaa ...

they say the water is coming in from the production side. i go out at the door there see see then see ppl pulling big boxes of water to the toilet and pour away... somemore that part blackout then they doing it in the dark ... its funny lar but also feel pity for them ... most of them got all wet ... then after awhile someone came in to ask the HR ppl go more the things in the storeroom ... the water is leaking into the room as well ... i was like wad the hell lor ... then the network engineer suddenly very busy cause network down ... but i very free cause network down no internet i cannot do anything ...

then after lunch i hear that the network down is because some kuku last time install the wireless bridge inside the drain on the rooftop ... cause they think like that no direct sun i think ... then who knows today rain so heavy then water leak into the box then spoil ... when they open the box they say got water come out hahaha ...

now temp use back up system lor hahaha ...

suddenly feel that my way of doing things is not really good for my working life ... is like the things i dunno how to do i will be afraid to go try ... means i will not learn ... haiz ... since now i know the reason i will try to over come it ba ..............................

I LOVE this ...

2008-09-25T00:00:00.009+08:00

i was very lazy to update this post but i really love these photos and these people in the photos. so i decided to drag my lazy ass to upload these photos cause i cannot resist not to show them to everyone :D

ok went to meet up with peng wee and huiwen on tuesday night after work ... then office got something all thanks to cindy, the HR manager asking my friend to stay back to help her finish transfering her data from her old laptop to a new 1 ... so i stay half an hour more and hope he will finish but he cant so i took the 6 30 bus and was late for the gathering ...

so we have our dinner at ceni hongkong something i cannot remember and we sit there eat and chat from like 7 30 to 10pm ... haha ... really very long never meet with them so alot of things to talk ... everything also can talk ... from serious de to funny de all also talk ...

after that we decided to wonder around orchard ... walk pass paragon and saw this nice F1 car but alot of ppl so we walk behind it and saw GUCUI ... so we took pictures there :p...

peng ... mw ... leewee ... huiwen ...

hmmmm ... u guys may be wondering only the 4 of us meet y all the 4 of us can take picture together? and who camara skill so lousy take picture so small ... the lousy one is the dusbin outside paragon wahahahhaa ...

and now no more lousy camara skill from MR dustbin 3 by 3 take come come ...

our infinity loop ... :D

beauties and the beast .... hahaha ...

we wan all 4 in the photo again ... so we get MR dustbin help again ... this time we decided to help him improve his camara skill so we moved ...

much better rite ??? haha ... nice faces too ... super nice lets do this again :D ...

then we continue to walk then saw this polo shop ... and suddenly we got this idea ...

tada ... this is my favorite of the day ... sut sut never laugh lor ... see that peng post so professional wahahahaa ...

so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so happy to meet u guys out and have so much fun :D ...

but peng peng sick leh ... take care hor peng :) ...

again with the rude words

2008-09-21T20:40:00.002+08:00

talk back to my dad again ... i was rude i know but i just cannot control ... its like a sudden burst of anger ... some times i just cannot understand they way he thinks ... telling him properly for me is like super diffcult cause he will talk back with more things that i dont agree with and rude tone start to come out from me ...

i will always feel very very bad after talking like that to my dad ... seriously very bad ... i know he worked hard to bring us up, giving us pocket money and making sure that we are always full and warm... but thats just a burst of anger ... i have been trying to control it since long long ago but it just keep happening.

shit !!!!!!!!!! i hate myself when i do this kind of thing... SHIT !!!!!!!!!!!!

attatchment

2008-09-18T21:27:00.002+08:00

Hi blog … so long no update le lar … getting super lazy le …

Hmmmm … now having IAP at Sunningdale tech ltd. Attached to the IT department (IMS) doing troubleshooting for computers in the company. This company got a few different location, 2 at joo koon(tuas) and one at ubi. Still got some more lar but does not really concert me. I am at tuas but some times will go to ubi with the IT administrator.

The office is ok ba … still have my own computer and own desk. But when no calls, it seem to be very free. Free till I wan to fall asleep. Scared of this leh cause later the manager see me so free then nth to do dunno will mark down my grades a not.

But sometimes is really very pig lar the ppl. Call the IT department must find engineers or administrator to help them, straight ask for them don’t even wan to tell us the problem. At least give us a change ma rite.

Starting few days really very tired, go home will lie on bed sleep awhile then wake up. Now ok le lar. Still can play game then go sleep.

Hope I can help them more leh … if not seem like useless like that they so busy I sit there nth to do.

best dream ever :)

2008-08-12T16:21:00.000+08:00

had a best dream ever last night ... dream of a girl ... the details i dont think i wan to fill it in but just wan to say that it is really really happy and sad at the same time as i know that it will never happen in real life ...

she accepted me and we got together ... it may sound simple but it is something that i never had ...

but just feel really happy and i will remmeber this dream forever :)

hot headed again ...

2008-07-11T23:20:00.002+08:00

took my nafa test on wed and it was terrible ... i got only a bronze ... my 2.4 only 12.05 !!!! cannot believe it lor ... but wad to do ... more than 2 years never train le haiz ...

well yesterday i had my mock interview and it went super well ... the comments teacher gave was real good ... boost up my confidence too :) ... she said i was relax not stressed up by the questions and was handling them very well ... cool :) ...

but it was not so good for vincent ... having kenneth as our interviewer really got him stressed up ... cause kenneth seen to have the look in his eyes saying " I WILL KILL U WITH MY QUESTIONS MUAHAHAHA" ... that was 1 question in particular that made everyone laugh including the teacher who was trying super hard not to laugh haha ... a tipical question which was "can u tell me how do u handle stress" and vincent said "stress to me is like having breakfast". this really make the whole class laugh hard ...

well it was a good discribtion ... we have breakfast everyday and it is an important meal so we need stress and we can handle them well ... but the having breakfast just made me laugh ... creative rite our dear vincent haha ...

around this time yesterday i was rushing a report and presentation which was suppose to be handed up today but the presentation was rushed so it will not be a good presentation at all. we decided to present next week as teacher was kind enough to give us extra time :D ... rush will 4 am leh ... so i just sleep for 3 hours and have to wake up and get ready for school ... so so so so tired ....

today only 2 group presented ... guo an group and kenneth group ... at first teacher was asking who wants to start first ... cannot be my group rite ... we will be presenting rubbish if we present ... everyone knows that kenneth is prepared but he just dont wan to go first ... i really dont get him ... he and wei xiang still went down to get coffee tea or wadever in the middle of class when teacher is asking who is prepared for presentation ... this really made me fustrated ... teacher even offer bonus points for the first group ... u wont die for being the first group rite ...

so when kenneth and wei xiang came back from their coffee break i keep taking to weixiang with a bad tone and addtitude ... felt bad about it now ... should not have done that ... haiz ... sry wei xiang ... guess i will have to say sry to him on monday ...

being this tired today, i was falling asleep on my way home on the MRT ... STANDING ... i even drop my tool box cause i fall asleep ... omg haha ... so i came home early and too a nap ... thats y i am still her blogging instead of sleeping ...

licence card

2008-07-05T00:11:00.004+08:00

well firstly ... went santosa on the 22nd of jun ... just 1 day b4 my common test ... haha ... we had a fun time with sling and yanting nu er, siping hong and irene ... very long never go out with them le ... very nice to be able to go out with them ... took alot of photos but its with siling and yanting so have to wait till they free to send it to me ...

next will be my common test ... seriously i think i mess it up ... got back 2 result so far and i only got a C and a C+ ... totally below my expectation ... i spent alot of time ttudying but it just dont stay in my head ... now i am scared that i may even fail the other 2 ... guess i have to work harder for my final exam ....

well yesterday i recieved my photo card driving licence haha ... having that card makes the whole feeling different ... hehe ...

well today i skip lacture and went simlim to get components we need for my project ... it is still so blur about everything about that project ... i am still not very sure how to complete it but as an old saying goes "cuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhe" ... ya so we should be about to get it ... some how i guess ...

after simlim i went out with vin and his friends ... u guys must be thinking wth am i doing there ... i as bored ok ... so early off school go home ? ... so long never go out also so i just join them lor ... hehe ... we went arould pamisula for shoe hunting as vincent friend, shirly who have the same name as our classmate wan to get a pair or sportshoes ... we look around and could not find anything that she wan ...

so we cab down to queensway and walk for like around an hour and finally got a pair ... it was nice and look good on her too ... then we went ikea walk walk then i parted with them ... guess its nice to know more ppl haha ...

driving licence WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

2008-06-17T01:04:00.003+08:00

finally after so many month of hard work i got my driving licence ... FINALLY ... i was so so so happy when the tester told me that i passed ...

i was scared by the tester when i strick the curb when i am doing parking ... i tot i am going to fail but I PASSED :D ...

keep thinking of it on my way to the mrt station ...

nth much to blog too ... been studying recently for the up common test ...

so sian ...

2008-06-03T23:35:00.002+08:00

commen test coming very soon ... only less than 3 weeks time and i am still not in the mood to study. i know that i dont understand alot of things the teacher is teaching but i am still too lazy to do more mugging ...

guess i am really not someone for studies ...

study till very tired ... haiz ..........................

so tired ....

2008-05-22T22:30:00.002+08:00

feeling so tired ... school is like i dunno how to discribe ... i have so many things that i dunno how to do and i am so stressed up about ... and tired as well ...

i am now in aerospace class ... this class have alot of people which is very good in studies ... having higher GPA than me ... feeling so lousy in the class ... and having so many things that i dunno it makes me more lousy ...

Aerospace ... Haiz

2008-05-16T23:55:00.002+08:00

my live as a 3rd year student in NYP started more than a month le ... i got in to aerospace for my 3rd year specialization ... we are the nicer word 'pioneer' but acctually we are the 'white rat for NYP ...

many equipments are not in yet ... for first week the labs were not even done yet ... the computers were only in last week and is still not the process of stting it up ... sound funny ??? there is more ...

notes are not ready yet ... well at least for some of them ... cant study so everyday go school slack ...

not all the problems come in ... the assignment gets harder but my level cannot catch up ... i dont haven anything to say ...

dunno y slacking can be so tiring as well ... i am so so so tired this few weeks ...

i feel that i should study but i feel tired and abit of helplessness surrounding ... haiz ...

well today we was suppose to go celebrate my dear nu er ting ting de birthday but lingzi sick cannot go so ting ting went ahead with her other friends ... so sry for not going ting ting ... btw ........

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YAN TING :D

hope u have a very happy birthday and more happy things to come ... dont feel sad that we were not abit to make it ... deep in out heart we wish u the bestest best in everything in ur live :) ...

Happy Birthday To ME :D

2008-04-02T00:19:00.006+08:00

31st marchwent K box with leewee and terrance to celebrate my birthday in advance weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ;p

very long never go K box le ... it feels so gooooooooooooood :D

time always pass very fast when u are having a good time ... we left at around 7 and meet sengkok at the station then we go IMM eat dinner ...

they got me a piece of cake after the meal ... so nice :D ....

we eat and stay to chat abit as terrance is too full to walk haha ...

had a really really good time going out and chating with u guys :D ... thank you guys so so much for doing this ... i tot i was going to have no celebration this year and have to spend my 19th birthday alone ... really appreciate wad u guys have done ...

thank you guys so so much :)

on my way home messages start coming in :D thanks to those who remembered ... thx thx thx ...

when i reach home i saw 2 boxes on my bed ... 1 from my sis and 1 from my mummy ... one look like a watch which is from my sis and the other 1 look like a tissue box ... wahaha ... i do not open them cause i though it will be better for me to do that in the morning ;D ... so i bath and go online and go to bed ...

so i wake up and open them in the morning ... the watch was right as i though but that tissue box was not a tissue box at all ... its a psp ... WOW ... my mummy got it without me going haha ... i told her that i drop the idea of buying it cause its too expensive but she got 1 for me ... MY VERY OWN PSP ... haha ... thx mummy and sis for the wonderful presents :D

tissue box ;p

well i stayed home all day today on my birthday haha ...

more suprise at might ... mummy ask sis to get a cake and sing me a birthday song hehe ...

thanks everyone again ;D ... u guys will all be missed my me ... c u guys soon :) ....

ecp skating :D

2008-03-09T22:52:00.002+08:00

went ecp with xian to skate ... we then early abit about 2 like that reach and start to skate ... very long never skate today skate till super song ar .... then peng come meet us with afew of his friends at around 4 ...

we said to him that we go will not rain but when he come will rain then really like that leh ... he come le then start to heavy drizzle ... wahaha ... then they go play pool lor ...first time wear skates play pool wor ... it was easier to play cause the skates make me taller ;p ... after like 1 hour the rain stop and we stop pool too...

so skate again :D .... skate here skate there everywhere skate skate .... nice to have his skating feeling back again but also very tired leh ... sit mrt come home that time me and xian was all the way quiet ... too sian to talk ...

too bad van and karwen cant join us ... lets go there again soon ... all present ok ;p ...

cant understand ............

2008-03-03T01:15:00.004+08:00

this thing just keep appearing in my mind ... this question just keep popping up when i let my mind run free ....

how can some1 stand all these insults ... its not once or twice .... its far far too many times ... even i as an outsider cant stand it ... and the person can just laugh is off as if its a joke ...

izzit because that some1 had heard far too many times and now she is numb and the meaning of these words are not as they mean to her anymore ?????????? too numb and used to these hurtful words as she had been hurt by them far too many times ?????????????

u are too good to be treated like this .............................................

back after a long break ...

2008-03-01T12:21:00.013+08:00

hmmm .... i am back :p ... sry readers cause i am just so so lazy to blog .... partly cause i was having exams and as in stress mode .... now i will blog about all the things that i did not blog this entire time .... it may not be all but it should be most of them .... so prepare for a long long long entry :D ....

sometime i think that my blog is very poor thing ... it will only come to my mind when i am feeling down or when i am free ... sry lar blog i will come visit u more often :p ...

lets start with CNY ba ... thanks to that stupid exam in the middle of CNY all the mood gone le ...

alrite first day we went to my grandparents house first thing in the morning then to my second uncle house then headed to bla bla bla .... ( too many places le so i just talk about afew ) ... took pictures and here they are ......

my family :D

happy family time ... so so so many ppl :D ... 子孙满堂here are all my cute little cousins with my grandparents ...

now for the second day ... my house is next ... u will see all my cousins will be crowd in my room .... here are the evidence ... :D

after that head to other relatives house and thats all for the second day ....

by the thrid day i was really sick of steamboat .... so i did not have dinner ... haha ... too sick of steamboat to even eat infront of the pot of boiling soup ... play abit of card games, lose and win so maybe cancel off le ba ...

my CNY is over just like that ... haiz ...

start study le lor ...

my dear friend gary de birthday so sui falls on the 17th feb where our exam falls on the 19th ... haha ... taht day we where out studying and decided to give him a suprise ... jasmine and xinyi went to get cake as we were studying at mac ... we tot we chould suprise him but he saw 2 girls holding a cake trying very hard not to get his attention ... wahhaa ... so we sang for him and here are the pictures taken ...

here is the cake ...

here is the birthday boy gary making a wish ... wishing for good result? wishing for a sexy girlfriend? nobody knows :p ... guess whos hand izzit at the back ... time to cut the cake up ...

now u see it ................................

now its gone .... yummy ....

study study study and exam is over ... some of my classmates and me went to have a drink to relif the stress haha ... the bottle lasted shorter than i expected ... haiz .... wahaha ...

alright thats all ... come again soon :D

so many things ...

2008-01-20T21:59:00.000+08:00

omg man so many projects and presentation to do haiz ... very no time leh ... and i am still as lazy as ever haiz ...

my life is so boring ... everyday go school study come home online so some work then sleep then wake up go school study come home online do some work then sleep again ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
sian leh is this a life for a teenager ???? haiz ...

u guys may be wondering wad about saturday and sunday ??? well i went out yesterday but guess wad .... i went out to STUDY WITH FRIENDS !!!! study again -_- .... go study with xinyi and gary ... funny leh wahaha we keep disturbing xinyi and when she wan to scold us we will say "shhhhhhhhhhhhhh xinyi this is a library cannot shout" wahahha ...

today leh never go out but still do alittle bit of work cause study till very sian liao ..... guess wad .... online and watch tv lor ... boring again ....

moody moody ....

2008-01-08T00:30:00.000+08:00

mood not feeling very good this few days ... i feel like things are changing ... changing in a way that is not wan i have in mind ...

got 2 out of 3 result for common test back le and its all not up to wad i expected ... this makes me more moody ... got a C and a B but i expected a B and an A ... haiz ...

the happy things that happened is not enough to cover even 1/2 of the sad things that happened ....

am i chasing a dream cloud ?
something that u can see but not touch ?
something that may not even reached ?
something that may not happen when i finally get there ............

new blog skin !!!!

2007-12-28T21:12:00.000+08:00

finally got myself a new blog skin weeeeeeeeee ;p ... a lot of ppl say my blog skin so many years never change le wahaha ... true also lar ... ;p

feel nth to go then go search for a new blogskin then came across this look nice also so change lor :D ...

school going start soon le lar ... haiz ... okok stop here lar dont feel like blogging :/ ... cya soon ...

my poor pet :(

2007-11-30T23:16:00.000+08:00

well the cold war was over 3 days ago ... that was like phew ... finally back to normal ... hope she will understand it the next time ...

something very sad happened today ... my pet terrapin is dead :( ... i had a bad feeling when i alight the bus and when i reached come my dad told me he found my terrapin dead this morning :( ... i was like .... really a not ... u liar to me rite ... how can it be .................... but its true :( ....

the thing that made me more sad is that my terrapin crawled out of its container and waited for me outside the bath room wednesday morning ... i tot it was normal since its not the first time so i bring it back to its container, change the water and went to school ...

that was the last time i really see it and changed water for it ....... maybe it was trying to tell me its time is almost up ..............................

i never thought that i well feel so sad if it die .... maybe we just dunno wad will u feel b4 something really happenes .......

common test coming ... its more revision, more work and more stress ... the onlt thing the is getting lesser is time :( ... haiz ....

day 4

2007-11-25T23:53:00.000+08:00

another day pass and the cold war still continues ...

i tot saying u love someone is very hard ... now i found out that taking the first step to break the cold war is as diffcult ....

i am really useless ................................................................

only sad ....

2007-11-23T22:47:00.000+08:00

haven been posting cause i feel that i only have sad sad things to post ... haiz ... but here i am again to post my sad sad staff ...

well its not all sad ba ... went club with some of my sec friends to celebrate huixian birthday ... it was fun but wad happen b4 i went out was really very sad ....

had a fight with my mum cause i wan to go club to celebrate huixian birthday ... it haven been like this since i was sec 3 ... not letting me out late ... i really hope that she can understand but guess not ... she hung up my call and i just went out ...

i really dunno y she cant understand ... i am 18 now ... i am able to take care of myself ... knowing wad is right wad is wrong to do ... at least thats wad i think ... i know i can cope my time ....

she said that she already gave me alot of freedom ... y am i not feeling it ... instead i feel that i have missed out alot of night activities with my friends ...

these are friends that i haven meet for a long time ... so y does she have to get all angry for me to go just 1 night like once in a blue moon ... i really dont understand ....

i tot she understand me since i am 18 now and we had spend our last 18 years together ... but when i tried to talk to her she just hang up my call ... i feel that i have good reasons to go and thats y i went ...

i understand too that u are worry for me thats y u got angry ... since i understand how u feel y cant u do the same for me ... its very sad to have someone who u think understand u the most not to understand u ... it really is ...

i haven been studying my ass out since i started poly ... no time to play ... no tome to meet up with my old friends ... i just wan to meet them and know how are they now ... but she dont understand ... she dont unserstand me ....

and now a cold war is going on ... well i cant really do much now ... just have to wait and see ba ...

but i really had a great time with my friends ... at least this makes me feel better after all the trouble i am having now ba ...

chalet 9th to 11th

2007-10-13T14:52:00.000+08:00

dont wan to talk much about the chalet .... here are some pictures ... enjoy :)

time to go home .... thats all folks ....

mood down ...

2007-09-30T21:22:00.000+08:00

started working le ... working at office doing some data entry .... thsi pass friday was my first day and it was alrite ... only dunno when will end cause it should only be around 1 week ... earn some pocket $$$ also not bad lar but maybe too long never work then feeling a bit lazy :( ... tml will me my second day :) ...

just now i off my computer and went to the living room to watch tv with my mum cause she is busy working and we dont really have much time together so tv after dinner will be the time we can spend together ...

but when we are watching tv, my phone bill came and when we open it .... i went around $12 over ... then she ask me to pay since i am working now ... i only start working for a day and guss wad she say ... she say holiday 1 month le then i now then start work ... job is not easy to find also u know ... i am only working for 1 and a half month ... u can say taht its really a very short time ... who wan a worker like that ... haiz ...

then she start saying my skin ... say 'y like that ... red red de ... very ugly leh .... really very ugly leh ...' y is she saying that i am the one who cause my skin to be like that ... who dont wan to look good ... who dont the ppl around to say wow u look very nice ... on the other hand who wan to be ugly ....

i wanted to talk back but i held back ... i just held back and keep quite ...............................................................................................................................................

happy birthday GT

2007-09-20T18:39:00.000+08:00

yesterday got work up 2 times ... 1 by the sms service by the school about my result at about 5:50 am .... zzzzzz then wen back to sleep ... then at 9 30 am recieve a call from the microsoft saying that i can go back to the stall that i bought my keyboard to get my full refund :D ...

so head down to sim lim with vik to get that refund and went to meet gary at orchard to get present for GT ... when we are at cine, GT CALL ME :p ... i dunno wad to tell him cause the present is suppose to be a SUPRISE :D ... guess wad i did ... i throw the ball to jas :D ... i ask GT to call jas ... muahaha .... then after that recieve a call frim shirley asking about the present ... well we have got no luck finding the present that GT wan so we decided that y not let him choose his own gift :D ... b4 that we were like go orchard see all the adidus shop got wad he wan a not ...

so shirley asked GT to go AMK hub walk walk then he saw a jacket he like ... so we ask jas go buy :D ... then he wan go bugis so me vik and gary went bugis too ...

then the 2 of them go walk walk and there is a adidus shop there too ... wahhaa got him a bag there ... at first buy wrong de ... shirley lar say he like this one dont like the other 1 but in the end we all have the same taste all choose the other 1 .... haha ...

we got the bag and went to the arcade and play photo hunt ;p ... then wait for jas to come but she took so long ... we got into the high score so we write happy birthday greenT and we ask him down to the arcade and tada :D ... then he say he wan go city hall so head there ... on the way i call jas and tell her we going city hall ask her dont come out if the station ... she just nice reach bugis MRT station so she hide in the corner and when GT enter the station out pop jas with the jacket ... wow ... :D ...

then we go suntec then cannot decide wad to eat ... then go swensens lor ... go there have dinner then walk walk but jas have to leave early so we sent her to somewhere near the bus stop and wave goodbye ... after that we went to watch UNDERDOG ... haha so cute de ... :D

then after the movie we wanted to buy something sit somewhere chat but shirley got to go home le so we all went home together ...

haiz cannot drink but nvm ;p got the urge to drink le so went to jurong point de 7 eleven wan to get some thing to drink guess wad ... it is close due to some power supply problem -_-'' ... but i did not give up so i went to the 7 eleven at pineer mall :p ... finally got something to drink ;p ... then slowly walk home slowly finish it lor ... sleep so well dont even wan to wake up ...

but this morning u wanted to go to the gym so have to wake up go gym then come home bath eat lunch then sleep ... then wake up watch tv and have to due with me keyboard cause i think the driver got some problem that i cannot manage to solve ... so angry ... all the keyboards i buy got problems de ... y cant i get something that is user friendly ... sux man ...

suddenly i felt abit jealous ... i dunno y but just a tiny bit jealous ... haiz ... how stupid can i get ...
mood also not good due to the unslove problem of my keyboard ... haiz ...

new keyboard !!!

2007-09-18T01:15:00.000+08:00

got my new keyboard :D ...

the old 1 keep giving me problem ... that microsoft 1 dunno y always some key can press some times cannot ... got them the change a new 1 for me still give same problem ... wan then to change for me a newer model they say i got my board for half a year le they cannot give me better 1 only can down grade -_-" ...
so wan to get a refund lor ... still haven contect me how much they going to refund me ... haiz ...

cannot stand it liao that keyboard cannot chat properly cannot play game all cannot do ... so today go get a keyboard b4 i got a refund from microsoft ...

shop for it for a very very very very very very very long time ;p ... thx vik and jimmy for ur time wahaha ...

went bugis at noon then go the temple pray hard that time de advance theory test will pass ;p ... then with mum and after that er parted and i went sim lim meet vik to get my keyboard ... then after awhile jimmy call and ask where we are so we meet him ... i was like cannot make up my mind due to the fact that i got a faulty keyboard ... haiz ... then jimmy say got IT show at suntec ... wahaha ... cheap staff here i come ...

walk to suntec and had lunch on the way at a food court ... then when we reach suntec it was like ... we see empty booths and ermmm well it was empty ... that means NO IT SHOW ... then my bubble or hope for a cheaper keyboard bursted :( ... then make jimmy and vik walk back to simlim to get my keyboard muahaha ... ;D ... then we stop at the same food court to get drinks on the way back ;p ... when we reach simlim we went the the stalls and still cannot find the ones i really wan ... finally narrow down my choice to 2 of them and i spend around half an hour to decide ;p ... jimmy is like ' hey u broke the record of taking the longest time to choose a F****** keyboard ' ...

cannot blame wad got a faulty 1 b4 so must choose properly ma ;p ... finally i bought this :D and just nice jimmy parents came and meet him ... then me and vik head to the MRT station ... and i see the time it was like 5 30 pm le ... that means i spend around 3 hours searching for a keyboard ... muahaha ...

really thank vik and jimmy ... thank u guys so much and very sry to waste ur time too :( ...

went back to jurong point after the shopping ofr keyboard to meet my mum again ... then we go have dinner and wait for my sis to come ... they go chopping lor and i keep having to stand outside to wait for them ... kind of get use to it le lar but still very sian ;p ... then my sis wan to buy moon cake so we walk around ... we went to the goodwood park hotel de booth and the mooncake was very nice ....

wan to rush home watch the 9 pm show de lor ... my sis and mum lar ... 1 buy mooncake 1 wan buy pants ... haiz ... only got to watch last 5 min of the show ... wa kao ...

got new keyboard liao lar haha ... happy liao but dunno when microsoft can refund me ... broke le lar ... haiz ...

sorry viewers

2007-09-15T20:46:00.000+08:00

SRY to those coming to read but leave with dissapointment...

will not be blogging untill i get a new keyboard cause this board is having some problems ... will talk more about it after a new board comes ....

WTF !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-09-10T18:34:00.000+08:00

FUKING BITCH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MOUTH ONLY CAN OPEN CANNOT CLOSE ... SAY ALL THE FUKING THINGS ... U ARE LUCKY THAT U ARE A BITCH !!!!!!!!

wahaha ... play !!!

2007-09-03T23:20:00.000+08:00

went out with me classmates for badminton today .... it was really fun ... really enjoyed it ... thx class :D ...

play untill so tired ... right hand tired untill dont wan to move like that ... wahaha ...

the only thing was that it rain today ... haiz ... need to borrow umbrella from jas ... all walk in the rain with umbrellas wahaha... and we when to the frist CC, the court was not for booking ... OMG then went to take bus to the other CC and START TO HAVE FUN woooooooooooooooo ...

what a nice day today ... lets do this again soon :D

tagged ... lets pass it on :)

2007-08-31T22:20:00.000+08:00

haiz ... being forces to do this ... haiz ... haha lets go ....

The person who tagged you :- SiLing (nu er)

Your relationship with her :- my schoolmate suddenly become her mamie :p

Your 5 impression of her :
1. cute.
2. chubby face :p
3. cheerful
4. funny
5. a big bully (towards me ;p)

The most memorable thing she has done for you : go santosa play :)

The most memorable words she said to you : memorable words ? i only think her laughter is memorable ;p

If she becomes your lover, you will? she is cute but she is already my nu er :D

If she is your lover, what improvement/s would you like to see her changing : dont always drink bubble tea ... drink water better :D

If she becomes your enemy, you will? pinch her cheeks ? lol ...

The reason why she becomes my enemy? dunno ... never happen b4 ...

The most desire thing you would like to do for her : go out PLAY ...

Your overall impression of her : cheerful .... will start to laugh just by looking at her face ;p

List out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for :
1. happy family
2. more fun
3. less stress
4. more friends
5. more happyness and less sadness

How do you think people around you feel about you : dunno ...

The character you love about yourself : not sure ....

On the contrary, what do you hate about yourself : lazy and sometimes make easy things complicated ...

The most ideal person you would like to be with : dunno ...

What do you want to say to your loved ones : i dont have 1 but i will tell her that i will always be with her and shower her with love and care ....

Pass this quiz to 9 friends whom you wish to know how they feel about you :
1. can i write SiLing again :D
2. yanting
3. jinyong
4. xinyi
5. shirley
6. vanessa
7. chermaine
8. karwen
9. leewee

#8 is having relationship with : i dont think so ... do u ? :p

#9 female / male :- female

How about #3 and 4 :- 3-male. 4-female

What's #2 studying about :- last time beauty therapy. now working at bugis junction.

When was the last time you chatted with #3 : not having a job for the holiday

What kind of music does #8 like :- eh. both eng and chinese music ba i think.

Does #6 has any siblings : a younger brother.

Will you woo #3 :- ermmm ... i am not gay :p

How about #7 : she is my cousin ....

Is #4 single :- yeah she is.

Surname of #5 :- Tan ...

Nickname of #1 : dunno leh ...

What's the hobby for #5 : day dream, shopping, read xiao shuo, taiwan drama ...

Do #5 and 9 get along well : they duno each other at all.

Where is #3 studying at :- Nanyang Poly

Have you tried develop feelings for #1: maybe ;p

Where does #9 live : near pineer sec ...

What colour does #4 dislike : dunno leh ...

Is #1 and 3 best friends : they dunno each other ...

Does #7 likes #2 : they dunno each other as well :p

How do you know #2 : we were in the same class during sec 1 and 2 but only got closer at sec 4 ba through siling and terrance ...

Does #5 owns a pet : guine pig

all done! ... tired leh ... do it for mi too! in ur blogs... =) thanks!!

happy now siling .... :p

FREE !!!!!!!

2007-08-29T22:18:00.000+08:00

today last paper finally .. but it was a disaster ... the DNC paper was F***ing hard ... it is totally different from the format we haven been doing ... shit man ... everyone walked out of the exam hall with a face as black as charcol ... y cant they just let us end our exams with a not so diffcult one to let us go off for our holidays with a smile on our face ...grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ...

after exam AMK hub here we come .... go get lunch and head to arcade to rot untill 3 and watch ratatouille ... it was a very nice movie ... wow ... nice nice ...

and the trip to the arcade and movie really cheered everyone up ... at least a bit lar ... haha ...

exam finally over ... wow ... so many things i wan to do .... wahaha ... play like mad for now b4 the results come out ba ... haha ...

i think i sorted out my feelings liao lar ... haha ... this way better ba ... let it be this way ...

tired ....

2007-08-23T21:52:00.000+08:00

feeling to tired of studying ... haiz ... finish my second paper today ... indec ... ok lar should at least be able to get a B ba ...

had a nice chat with greentea on tuesday midnight ... it feels relaxed after talking to someone ... thx greentea :D ... this cause me to only have 5 hours of sleep and hard for me to study on wednesday ;p ...

study untill very tired ... feeling so tired now untill the moody feeling come back ... haiz ...

exam and sadness ... do they mix ?

2007-08-21T22:27:00.000+08:00

having exams ... had math today and it was alrite cause i was very stressed about it cause i sux in math ... the questions was what the teacher thought so :D ... still have 3 more to go haiz ...

i dunno what am i feeling ... my feelings are all mixed up ... cant find the way i heart wans me to go ... everyone says listen to ur heart but my heart is telling me things that are all mixed up ... i dunno what it wan me to do ... very confuesed now ... haiz ...

now got more stress from the exam ... and i know that its not the time to sort out those feelings cause i need to study for exams ... there will be time to do that after exams ba ...

爱与恨只在一线之差

stupid me ?

2007-08-12T22:25:00.000+08:00

everytime when i come online there will be that little something waiting to strike on my sadness ... making my whole brain filled with nth but sad sad sad ... its really very sad when u see this kind of things ... even if they are not obvious at all ... even if it is just afew words is enough for my brain to tell me ' eh boy, u stupid or wad ... it is talking about what u think it is ... dont deny and act that u dunno... dont lie to yourself ...'

exam in 1 week time and this week end haven not been a very studying week for me .. haiz ... when every i take my book out i will wan to fall asleep ... looks like i am not cut out for study ba ... i can only bulk up and finish my years in poly ...

those JIA YOU thing dont really work on me ... at least not on my studies ... haiz ...

high low

2007-08-10T01:23:00.000+08:00

today went outting with my classmates :) ... a long awaited one :p ... went watch rush hour 3 it was super funny ... wahaha ... then go play blowling ... i was like very suck at ... not in form ba :p ... then play pool .. still ok lar ...

then go back city hall see fire works haha... canot really see it lar ... we never get a good spot for that ... then it was super crowed ... must hide in the shopping center and wait for the crowed to go then we go ... but we still dont feel like going home so went to star bucks at suntec drink coffee thats y now still here cannot sleep :p ... really had fun today ... lets do this again soon (after exam lar )

i feel that many very tiny things can affect my mood just like that ... b4 i bath was very very moddy but bath finish le something happen then feel better lar ...

sometimes i hate myself y do i have to think so much ... its just a small matter ... but inside me it seem so big ... haiz ... exam coming lar so JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU ... today play play 1 day liao so tml onwards start REVISION ... :p

alone

2007-08-09T01:06:00.000+08:00

its already 1 am and i am still awake ... dispite only having 2 hours of sleep yesterday due to that com skills test ... haiz ... but i have no idea y am i not sleepy now .... or maybe us i am not willing to sleep ...

i think it may be that i am having too much things in mind ... then sadness is back again ... i am feeling abit lonely and helpless right now ... things are like running here and there in my mind ... thoughts are coming in and out without signals ... tears may just overflow then it reaches the peak ...

after the test today, me went amk with my beloved classmates :D ... we went eat blunch (breakfast + lunch = blunch)... after that is arcade time ... daytona was like dunno what to say ... always kena bang at the last lap ... sian leh ... then play basketball ... no muo qi between me and vik as well as me and xinyi ... the ball keep hitting each other when we throw them out ... haiz ... but we had fun and thats the most important thing ...

next me and xinyi watch the simpsons with vincent and his friends ... alot of things happen lar i wont talk about it here :p ...

the show was like lane but is was funny ...

受伤的不只你而已。。。

男人 not equal 哭？

2007-08-06T00:35:00.000+08:00

不哭的男人不叫男人 ...

叫不是人！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

why ?

2007-08-05T21:41:00.000+08:00

exam coming still haven study ...

after reading ... all the wild thoughts come to my mind ... they are very logical though ... i am quit sure but i know once it is totally made clear, my bubble of hope will be burst ... totally burst into small tiny bits which cannot even be found ....

不原意相信事实，只想继续等待一个渺茫的希望。。。

i think too much or ..... sad

2007-07-27T22:36:00.000+08:00

i feeling sad this few days ... yesterday and today in partucular ... things are like going everywhere but not the way i would like it to be .... feel like bursting out in tears ... will it ever be where i wan it to get ........................................................................................................

test ... quiz ... report ... presentation ... lab test all in this few weeks ... suck man ... so so many things to do and stressed up ... exam coming really soon somemore ... haiz ...

useless

2007-07-13T20:51:00.000+08:00

common test over 2 weeks le ... now then blog cause very lazy ... got back all the result le ... not doing very well ... that math is really giving me a very big trouble ... haiz ... still managed to pass all of them though ...

this pass sunday was my sis de 21st birthday celebration ... i was like doing this doing that .... making baloons and well i did find some time to sing a few songs :p ... and a few cups of beer :D ...

passed my basic theory test this pass wednesday ... something funny happen during the test ... the person sitting beside me finish his tst very fast ... when he stood up, i turn my head and saw a failed ... i was abit scared man ... ppl told me this was going to be easy and hard to fail but i got a life example sitting beside me ... omg ... and when i click on the submit button i was like heart stop like that ... wahahhaa ... but i passed anyway :D

hmmmmm ... i felt useless ... i felt that when ever she asked me for help for her school work i cannot help ... i dunno how to do it ... i am really bad at studies ... feeling so useless ...

intresting :D

2007-06-24T11:35:00.001+08:00

You are The Emperor

Stability, power, protection, realization; a great person.

The Emperor is the great authority figure of the Tarot, so it represents fathers, father-figures and employers. There is a lot of aggression and violence too.
The Emperor naturally follows the Empress. Like an infant, he is filled with enthuiasm, energy, aggression. He is direct, guileless and all too often irresistible. Unfortunately, like a baby he can also be a tyrant. Impatient, demanding, controlling. In the best of circumstances, he signifies the leader that everyone wants to follow, sitting on a throne that indicates the solid foundation of an Empire he created, loves and rules with intelligence and enthusiasm. But that throne can also be a trap, a responsibility that has the Emperor feeling restless, bored and discontent.

What Tarot Card are You?
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true or not ???? tag and tell me :D

relatives ............

2007-06-23T21:51:00.000+08:00

yesterday was 100 days of my cousin's death ... i was not close at all to him but i was asked to do something for the ceromony after his death ... which they never told me waht was that about ... thats y i was angry about it ... so i never care about the ceromony yesterday ... i dont evern wan to go for the preperation on thursday ... this is how angry i am ...

but i found a problem today ... went the he pah sa malum just now and saw one of my relative ... their son have to take over what i was asked to do ... i dunno was it trun or not but i can feel the attitide changed ...

but this did not make me question what i did ... i just feel that if they wan to make things this way i will do the same ... i am a easy going person if its something i really dont wan to do then it means that i am really against it ...

common test this monday ... wahahahaha ... all the best man :p ....

hard core math study

2007-06-23T00:49:00.000+08:00

went vincent house study with vik gary jasmine and xinyi ... we reach his house there at about 1 30 pm ... is at ou gang leh ... then go eat then go study liao ... i first time so hardworking leh ... study all the way from around 2 pm till 9 45 pm ... only stop to eat some chicken wings ... vincent de ah ma cook de ... very nice :)

then we all very stress lor ... do and do like fail the common test will die like that ... vincent was the one very very stress one ... see his face like the brain wan to burst out liao like that ...

he is really a very nice person ... wan us to score well for common test ... hw even give up the meet up with his friend to teach us math ... so nice of him :)

but hor i 12 + then reach home leh :p ... after the thing we go amk S11 eat something then so late lor ... also dunno mummy will believe i go study a not ... he called me at 8+ and ask where am i ... i say studying then she ask really meh ... or playing ...

haiz ... nth to say also lar ... just very greatful that vincent spent his time teaching us ... THX VINCENT ... :D

stressed up

2007-06-19T01:18:00.000+08:00

sry blog but i am here to complain about my common test again ...

i am really feeling very stressed up now ... with those stupid common tests coming up .... cant seem to relax ...

i think that i am very easily stressed up this few days ...

having a few rounds of dota did not even help abit in relaxing ... it made me more stressed up ... die die die .... cannot get the items i need ....AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ....

its a torture !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

cant take it

2007-06-15T02:34:00.000+08:00

its 2 30 AMMMMMMMMMM ... still cant sleep ... thx to common test ... now my head is very stressed with all the common test staff ... haiz haiz haiz haIZ HAIZ HAIZ ..........

dota allllllllllll the wayyyyyyyyyyyyyy ....hahaha ... i siao liao ... common test coming still play dota ... haiz ....

lets count how many 'haiz' i write ... 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7 !!!!!!!!!!!!
so short de entry already got 7 of them le ... die lar !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

holiday ... or not

2007-06-12T19:47:00.000+08:00

holiday start liao ... or should i say its a study break start liao ... for the pass 2 days i have been going to school for revision ... no time to rest ...

but we still find time to play games :p ... but really very stressed up ... all the things like cannot go into the brain and the brain is very tired .... well cannot complain also ... who ask me lazy to revise after the lessons ... haiz ...

when ever i start doing work i will wan to fall asleep ... haiz ... jialat rite ...

all the way only study study also nth to blog ... sian rite ... hope next time got more intresting the thing to blog ... bye for now :D

y all i do

2007-06-05T23:06:00.000+08:00

this pass week end i was doing my entreprenurship presentation ... it is a group work but nobody bother to ask anything about the project at all .... well one of them pass me some information but i just fell that its not fair that i am doing everything ... only after i msg them to send me some info then 1 sent ... the rest told me very busy ... i got nth to say ... just do cause repeating this module will be a very very stupid thing ...

today vincent, my friend for all my labs today is on mc ... i was alone all the way for 3 labs today .... haiz ... but still can manage ... :D ... school without vincent feels different ... cause he is a very funny guy ... haha ... and hor micro p lab always he type de ,,, today i alone bo bian must type .... haha ...

some or my classmate not feeling well ... speedy recovery for all of u guys :D ... although they dont come read my blog de lar hahahaha... take all my friends ... i have not forgotten u guys :D

common test = 3 weeks left ... haiz ...

long time no see :D

2007-06-01T00:26:00.000+08:00

so long no blog ... sry ar ... i will clean up all the spider web first ... hehehe ...

lets see ... school is still as busy and stress as ever ... yesterday go back do the EDA then that stupid teacher so fast go away dunno for wad then cannot pass up my report ... i run up and down do this and that untill so tired then he run away ... pig lar ...

today also go out do school staff... go shirley house do com skills ... still as lost as ever ... then after we go home shirley type the report till wan to burst then i too over lor ... hehe ...

ok lar say some good de thing ... i bought zen vision M at last ... but my com cannot read the mp3 ... haiz ... went the HQ today wanting to get the silcon skin for my mp3 cause i cannot stand and let my mp3 get scatched ... BUT there is no silcon skin got 60GB de ... only for 30GB as 60GB de is thicker ... da bian lar .. then i go ask y my com cannot read the mp3 then he say can de .... try reinstall and update firm ware ... abit funny rite .. cannot read how to update ... haiz ... everything update firm ware like very easy like that ... lucky got my sis de com can use ...

so stress leh ...

wait wait till when ... haiz ... still dont wan to say ... so scared ar ... haiz ... i am so haiz nvm ...

so greatful to those who still vist my blog ... thank u guys very very much ... :D

2nd year = double work

2007-04-28T13:40:00.000+08:00

start school 2 week liao ... its only 2 weeks but i find that it was different from first year ... i was a slacker for the first year but now there is really too much things to do and no time for slacking ...

the math is the most terrible module ... i cannot even handle the first chepter ... partly becouse its related to the first year math and i was slacking through ... feeling that i have no time to do other things ...

feeling abit useless ... she helped me alot but when she have questions, i cant help her ... i really with that i can help but i just dunno the answer to all those math questions ...

now i think that everything around me is work .... haiz ... the only thing i can do is WORK HARDER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ppl i meet at work

2007-04-06T23:16:00.000+08:00

yesterday i went with my friends to get a phone with he have been waiting for months ... went jp Nokia shop then they say what cannot get the access to create a newline ... what kind of lame answer is that man .... haiz then we go singtel shop ...

after the person photo copy my friend de ic then she say ... ermm no more stock leh ... then i laugh lor ... we talked about this on out way there and it really happen ... hahahaha ...

then we go west mall lor ... the first thing we ask was got stock ma ... then the person say got alot ar just come de and somemore is she stack in the stall de ... haha ... then we took a number and wait ... then i ask him to choose a number then he say later ... then later we want to take liao see one aunty take liao ... somemore take about 3 number ... sianz lor ... but he took another number and got the long awaited N73 music edition :)

then today work again ... public hoilday still work ... haiz ... the place was very packed ... then we took a trolly and take the staff we can find in the warehouse and start putting them up ... lastly we go to the casher there to put up the sweet ... it was very packed and we like half forcing out way through with the trolly ... then we meet a very nice and funny guy ... we helped us make way and say "just ramp lar if not still night also no need go home liao" haha ... he is so nice ... but we also meet an ass ...
we finally finish the casher part and on our way to the bay ... then got a part 2 trolly was blocking the way ... the ppl was nice to move their torlly and let use go but we still have to force through ... then i heard a voice from behind "so packed already y still wan go this way... cannot go other way meh ... push what trolly" ... it was disturbing ... we did not care about that ass and we finish out job and walked away ... then my firend told me lucky for that guy that we are wearing the working tag ... then i laugh and said i though the same way ... haha ...

he need to push trolly buy things and Q up pay we no need push trolly stack up things ar ... not happy dont Q up lar as if giant lose him 1 custmer will close down like that ... if we dont go stack up the good u buy what ... go warehouse take ar ... u know the warehouse very hot aot ... no air-con u know ... stupid pig .... haiz ...

ahhhhhhhh ... feel better liao :D hahhaahahahhaha ....

trip ...... work .... BIRTHDAY :D

2007-04-04T19:42:00.000+08:00

so many things i never blog ... reason will be because i change a now computer and a new set of wire less key board ... but it got problem ... then fustrated then never blog lor ... today just go change new one :)

i have so many things to say ... lets start from the santosa trip on the 20th march ... went with yongpeng sengkok terrance siping siling yanting irene and shihan ... then all got go into water only kok ping and terance never go ... we played vollyball play till like dunno what ... abit pei seh lar ... haha then me peng and han swim to the other island and rest there ... cause there is no way to get back beside swim ... haha ...
then the girls dunno what girls talk say in the water talk like nearly an hour .... (at least thats what i feel like) ... then went back vivo eat LJS ... very tired liao still go pool ... then go home ...

after the trip i start working .... work work work haiz ... but last monday and wednesday went k box ... with 2 different group lar :p ...

then on my birthday that day i went to pub with my friends ... it was quit an experience ... drink not alot lar ... and hor i ask my dad to help my buy 4D that day too ... cause i working :( ... but never strike leh haha ...

yesterday the MIO come le ... install le but still got some small problem to look into ... i tried calling the MIO help line since yesterday but until now i still cannot get through :( pig lar ....
then go and ask the singtel shop something they also say dunno and ask me call the helpline .... pig lor ... haiz ....

respect ?????

2007-03-20T00:13:00.000+08:00

had a very unhappy event this pass weekend ... my dad and my uncles asked me to do something wich i really dont wan to do ... it is about some ceremony wich i have no idea of what i should do and what will happen during it ...

they just told me to do it without asking me if i am ok with it and without telling me what will happen during it ... i really dont feel good doing it through out the ceremony ...

after the first day we agree that i will not be doing any of that staff ... then i go ... when i reach they asked me to do it again ... i really was very angry ... i wanted to run away but i give then respect and i stay there ... i even told my mum that if there is anymore staff a not ... if they still ask me to do it i will run away and will let no one find me ... that was how angry i was ...

after that then they told me that i have to finish what i started ... that come back to the start ... doing things without telling me and not respecting me ...

i really really feel very bad ... i gave then respect and i ecpect then to so the same to me ... i does not mean that they are elder means that they can dont respect the younger ones ... i cried on the spot ... i cannot take it anymore ... i really feel bad and not recpected ...

now they dont wan to talk about it anymore ... haiz ...

holiday

2007-03-15T23:55:00.000+08:00

i am having holiday now but like i am doing nth at home ... nv go out like roting like that .... haiz ...

went to watch the messengers yesterday ... it was ok but well i was expecting more :/ ...

so fustrated with my desktop .... haiz ... keep reseting ... do recovery le still like that ... haiz ... going to build a new one with the help of my friends .... hehe ...

signed up the MIO and it will be installed 3rd april ... dunno how will it be ...

so excited of the santosa trip next week ... so long never go and so long never see those friends le .... cant wait to see how have they been :)

missing all my friends .... hope to see u guys soon .... :)

i am back ....

2007-03-08T22:22:00.000+08:00

haven been blogging due to that stressful exam ... well, its over now .... nth i can do now ...

the only worry i have is the math paper .... i can say that its a sure fail for me .... but i have to wait ....

desktop is driving me nuts man .... cant do so many thingsssssssssssssssssss ..... using my sis de laptop thats y dont wan to install my things ... i need a pc ....

planning for class chalet but we may not get it .... we agree that if we cannot get this we will have to cancel this chalet ... really really hope to get it .... really really ....

thx for tagging everyone .... :)

exam exAM EXAM

2007-02-05T21:18:00.000+08:00

creative and innovation test is this thursday ... its all about remembering the staff and vomit it out during test... haiz ... its a very big problem for me to rember all these staff ... later not vomit answer is vomit blood ar ...

exam in 2 weeks time too... in my brain now i feel like very little thing is in my brain and i am not ready for the test ... die die DIE ....

still feeling so lazy at the moment ... thinking of that creative and innovation thing make me feel like doing other staff besides school work ... haiz no choice but the do so ....

i really cannot find the courage or maybe the reason to speak out the her ... the truth ... my feeling ... haiz ...

common test

2007-01-10T21:07:00.000+08:00

school started for 1 week le ... the things we learn have got more tough even thought it have only been a week ....

got back my common test paper and i fail math like i use to in secondary school .... i got back the first 2 feeling ok as the are C+ and B+ but with the math paper come in, i was "haiz ... fail again ... " ...

our creative and innovation project is done but it is not as what we wan ... we need the bulb to heat up the box but the heat is not enough .... dunno what will happen but its out hard work so just hope that it will help us get an A or A+ ...

i can feel it ....should i

let my heart go
or not ... loneliness
visites me
everytime ... hope

U feel the same ...

school starts

2007-01-05T00:40:00.000+08:00

school start liao .... second day ... yesterday 10am start lesson then not so tired... today was a very long day ... start at 8 end at 4 .... very tired ... lucky tml 1 pm de lesson ....

so i went to watch DEATH NOTE 2 with peng and derrick ... as usual peng was late again .... then still wan go play arcade go buy drink then go toilet .... haiz ... but the show was nice ...

the sad thing was both Light and L died .... no more show watch liao lor ... both die .... but i got to say that both of them are very clever ... just when u though Light is winning, L came out and tada U Lost Light ....

then that funny shinigami ... starting 'lets play ' done with all the fun and 'bye bye Light, go and DIE'....

L is still as funny as ever :) ...

school start soon

2006-12-31T00:31:00.000+08:00

i haven go anywhere since last sunday, xmas eve cause we went count down and we stay and chat cause ermmmmm .... those who go should know lar hehe ... never out cause no ppl ask and my mum not happy i so 'early' come home so need to have cool down time lor ... and .... it have been raining all day !!!!

but went blading yesterday ... we went to the car park and the feeling was good ... having fresh cooling air ... nice nice :)

finish my C# project liao .... need to improve on it but .... heard that its very hard to do using array .... dunno want to improve a not ....

school start soon ... ha ve to study again ... sian ... but no choice lar .... must work hard .... not easy for me to get into this school...

cycling trip at ubin ...

2006-12-18T23:28:00.000+08:00

my first enjoyable day after my test which i worked so hard on ... its just too bad only me vik jimmy and xinyi went for it ...

it was really fun ... we cycled in the rain which i haven tried b4 and the view there was not see in out everyday live in the concret forest singapore ... took some photo ... lets take a look at them ...

on out way there on the boat ...

a group photo at the jetty :D

vik and jimmy on the see-saw ... funny rite ... haha ... these 2 makes the trip more fun and funny ... :)

sun is setting ............
one last group photo b4 we head back to the main island ....

a little something from ubin to let me remember this trip :D

FINISH TEST ....

2006-12-14T23:48:00.000+08:00

today finally finished my last common test paper .... very shuang ....

have really been going through my work for the pass few weeks ... i never though i needed that untill 2 weeks b4 my common test that i realize ermmm, "y i dunno how to go these question ar" ... thats when i start asking my friends for help ... i was like "die liao lar , common test like that then exam how".

dunno y i feel something different this time round after so many years for having tests and exams that the stress is coming to me ... i can feel that this is the first time i mugged so hard ...

now that its after my tests ... i will have to sort out things that i haven been trying to sort due to the tests period ... hape i know what i am doing ...........................

but this does not mean that i can rest now ... it just mean that i can reduce the stress on me ....
still having other projects like that creative and innovation, that PCB board thing and C# !!!!!!

but i will rest a bit for now lar ... still as lazy as always ... hehe

busy yet .....

2006-11-22T21:20:00.000+08:00

have been busy lately with all the projects from school. just finished one of them last week to reduce the work load. More projects are coming up ...

something i felt very bad about... i shoulted at my friend last week as he went playing with my project .... i have spend alot of effort and this is m first time doing wire wrapping so i really dont wan it to spoil... very very glad that he understand that and everyting was back to normal....

my emotions are haing lots of ups and downs lately... u dunno y... having so many things to tirgger them...

sometimes i really think that i cannot find a listening ear... i am having things in me but i cannot find someone to talk to ...

common test coming soon ... everyone jia you ...

the real thing just started

2006-11-12T23:59:00.000+08:00

haven been blogging as i am not motivated to blog ... no body tag and motivate me and become lazy.haha...

alrite ... school is really starting to be busy ... the projects and stuffs are coming in ... and i start to get scared when every i remember that i will be having my common test on a month time ... OMG ...

everyone plz ... *ALL THE BEST* ... hehe

why why why ....

2006-10-18T23:05:00.000+08:00

start school le ... but still abit slack lar firswt week then not much to do ...

why is things like that ...
why do it have to be urs and mine ....
why is it so different as what i though it is ...
why do things have to be so hard on me ....
why cant life be a smooth down the way ....
why is this world so cruel ....

so many why ... whos going to answer them ...
who can give me the solution ....
is this what someone must go through and find the answer ...
is this the job of a human to find all these answer ....

the more i think the more WHYs come to my mind ...

what is this feeling ...

2006-10-13T00:10:00.000+08:00

alrite i will just talk alittle about my pass few weeks ask i have not been up dating my blog ...

i worked ... for like a week only ... i also dunno y but boss ask me to stop ... then forget it lor ...

then hor my phone got problem then i bring to service ... i went on friday with leewee ... she very good accompany me go ... what sux was i waited for an hour b4 it was my turn ... and the second thing that sux is there is no phone for me to lone ... what is this ... OMG ... then i have to use my mum de phone ...
then i went to take my phone on tuesday with peng ... we went to watch rob-b-hood ... so funny and touching ... then i went to collect my phone ... then the third thing that sux is i have to wait for 1 and a half hour b4 i can collect ... sux man ...

then now i got no one to go out with ... all work of school ... stay home all day ... very sian ... what the hell ... then now feeling abit depressed ... brain not functioning properly ... haiz ...

before and after

2006-09-25T00:17:00.000+08:00

went town and took some photo ... lazy to type ... see the photo ba ...

out side take ...a dog which looks like lion ....

POOL TIME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Me ... karwen ... Tim ...

home time ... we meet up with yongpeng and take mrt together ....

peng talking on the phone ... looks like he kiss the phone .. haha

i like this photo ... so nice :)

next day ....

K BOX !!!!!!!

i go box b4 my first day of work ... sian leh the work ... lets look at more k box photo ...

the food not nice de

but we still finish ... the that finger over there ? hehe

sister Amber ... :)

ok lar so many photo go see .. :)

happy :)

2006-09-18T22:45:00.000+08:00

so long no blog ... so lazy liao lar ... the last time i blog is exam haven finish but now blog is going to get result ... haha ... a bit scared lar but i think can de ...

alot of things happen during this few weeks ...

first of all i am roting at home :p
second i haven start the job :(
thirdly will be that i am glad that i have time to go out :)
fourth is ... goty time go out no $$$ go out :(

so u can see they are all linked ...
no job + no $$$ = rot at home
BUT
got job + got $$$ = no time go out

haiz ... like that lor ... but the thing that made me really really happy is that i finally got my new aand long awaited ... *_K800I_* :D

and i got something to say ... that pig fifi (karwen's dog) so fat then i wan sai yang the dog then it wan to bite me ... only let girls touch i touch then the dong wan bite me ... pig fifi ... haha ...

2 down 2 more to go

2006-08-24T23:26:00.000+08:00

had exams on mon and wed ... very very very very glad that they are over ... but there is 2 more to come ... the math exam was killing me ...

went to far east for han's yesterday cause it was xinyi de birthday ... then we went to catch 'ghost game' with i thiugh it was not scary and the story was not that good ... at the end everyone die leh ... so sad ... at least let the 2 leading actor and actress live ma ... haiz ...

stay at home to rot today ... eat sleep play watch tv thats all i did ... never even study ... exam still on then i like that ... sad rite ... haha ...

really really hope that i can at least pass for my math paper .........
help me stars .....................

we are not in wrong at all ....

2006-08-19T23:51:00.000+08:00

next week exam liao but i still cannot get the thing into my brain ... sometimes i really wonder is my chance of getting into NYP a chance that i shoud not have got ... i dont like to study ... thats a fact ... but i was really upsad not having a poly to go to at first ... untill NYP sent me a letter ... i really dunno how to discribe the joy i was in but now ... exams exams and more coming my way ... haiz ...

went inline with xian and peng today but it was not as usual as the usual inline we have ... this time police came and jion in the 'fun' ... they say someone complain ... we were like ...'diao ... we wait till no ppl then skate then never make noise and this happen ... that evil person will get what he or she deserved de ... we never have any thing to hide as we were not in any wrong ... the only reason may be its after 10 ... but as i say ... we lower our volume ...

no noise no bumbing into ppl ... whats wrong ... plz give me a proper reason ...

y no study ??

2006-08-14T23:53:00.000+08:00

went for pool with xian and peng on sat .... we played for 3 hours ba and till 11 30 so i reach home at 12 20 ba ... but b4 that my mum told me to reach home b4 12 ... i dunno what to say ... maybe becouse i got nothing to say ... i am still trying to find a perfect solution to make both me and my mum happy ... not making her worry and being able to spend my time out st night is really a very difficult thing to make happen ...

went for movie yesterday with peng xian kok and weiwei ... we all have different views on what mive we wan to watch but i am quite sure that i wan to watch 'click' or 'my super ex girlfriend'... so we wonder for a while ... but at last we all watch 'click'... it was a very well made movie ... it makes me laugh and it too makes me nearly cry ... i just can say that it is a very very good movie ... makes me wonder what i will do if i have a remotecontrol like that 1 ....

i went to school to study with my friends today but i was really really tired to concentrate ... so i did not really do much ... i was like wasting time there ...

haiz ... exam ar exam ... y u always makes ppl so panic ... haiz ...

over !! for the moment ...

2006-08-12T00:39:00.000+08:00

had common test yesterday and today ... yesterday was com skills and today is science .... i was very scared of today de science ... i dunno y but well , its over so no point thinking le ... glade that it was not that bad ... havng more exams coming in a weeks time ... haiz ...

went arcade with the class today after lunch ... so sad that my DDR have deprove ... i cannot clear the song 'butterfly' which i could have doine it easily last time ... haiz ... but we had a fun time ...

went skating with wen xian and nesa ... but we spent most of the time helping xian to do his D&T folio ... then skate less lor ... but i can feel that i am improving so ... ya i will keep it up :)